Alex's POV
'She's my ex girlfriend' sabi niya
My world stop at what he just said...
All this time I'm with my bestfriend's ex boyfriend. Tadhana nga naman shit.
Wait a minute so...
"A-ah? Ganon ba? HAHAHAHA ahm ano... wow talaga? mag best friend nga kami HAHAHAHA" im trying hard not to cry dahil sa nalaman ko shit.
*phone beeps*
"Oh! I need to go na hon nagtext yung secretary ko may problema sa company eh i need to go there na" palusot ko,
I can't contain this feeling... feeling ko anytime kung di pa ko aalis mag b-breadown ako sa nalaman ko,, my head is full of questions....unanswered questions
" Ganon ba sige hatid na kita" sabi niya, sabay tayo but i stop him.
"No need dadaanan na ako ni Isha sakto kasi yung way niya doon eh" sabi ko.
Actually no one texted me, notification lang siya, i texted Isha and told her to pick me here in the park cause i need to talk to them. I need to clarify things..
"Ganon ba? I can give you a ride I don't mind hon" he insisted.
"Nope hindi na kailangan i saw on your phone that your friends texted you so go na puntahan mo na sila" i told him at biglang tumunog phone niya
*Phone rings*
"Hello"
"Oo na papunta"
"Tss"
Pinatay niya ang tawag saka niya ko tinignan.
"Hon i need to go, tumawag si Red may emergency daw and hindi niya sinabi kung ano yon" sabi niya, nginitian ko siya.
"Go ahead, puntahan mo na sila" i told him
"Okay ka lang ba dito? " he asked
"Yes, okay lang" sabi ko
"Okay I'll go now, text me when you already in your office k? " he said
"Yes, sure " nakangiting sabi ko
"I love you" sabi niya..
muntikan na ako maiyak dahil sa sinabi niya buti nalang napigilan ko ang pagtulo ng luha ko.
Nginitian ko lang siya saka kinawayan,
"I love you that it hurts " bulong ko.
Umupo nalang ulit ako sa inuupuan namin.
Bakit ganon?
I feel insecure...
Like anytime all my fairytales will end really soon..
Like I am bothered..
My heart is heavy
Full of questions
Why?
Bakit walang nagsabi saakin?
Bakit ngayon lang?
Dapat ba nagtanong ako dati? Dapat ba hindi ko pinairal yung ugali ko na hindi nagtatanong...
Dapat ba inalam ko lahat..
Bakit?
Bakit ngayon pa?
I thought okay ang lahat pero...
"Alexxx we're hereeeee!" Rinig kong sigaw ni Nerissa. Tinignan ko sila, they stop when they see me crying...
"Hey, why are you crying? Is there something wrong? " nag aalalang sabi ni Suzy
Umupo si Suzy at Nerissa sa tabi ko habang nasa harap ko naman nakatayo si Isha nakatitig sa akin.
"You look wasted, what happened girl?" Nag aalalang tanong ni Nerissa
Hindi ko sila sinagot nanatili kaming tahimik...
After few minutes I broke the silence
"Totoo ba?" I asked
"Yes." Mabilis na sagot ni Isha like alam niya kung anong tinutukoy ko, Tinignan ko siya..
"Bakit.." bulong ko "Bakit hindi niyo sinabi? Bakit hindi kayo nagsalita, we're friends right? Right? Kahit sampid lang ako sa barkadahan niyo" umiiyak na sabi ko, hindi ko na iniisip yung pinagsasabi i let my mouth do its function.
"Hey, don't say that.. you are not sampid girl, you're part of us okay? Don't think that way" saway ni Nerissa
"I am very vocal about how I hate him right? Yes, i did not say a word...why i hate him that's because i don't want you to hate him also and I don't want to ruin your relationship with him" Isha said straight in my eyes
" you should've told me! I deserve to know! Kaibigan ko din naman si Geciel eh! I feel really stupid right now!" Naiiyak na sabi ko.
"Yes, we should've told you but we respect Geciel.. it's not our story to tell, i hope you understand that " Suzy.
" Yes I fully understand that i didn't asked you again when you did not answer me... I respect our privacy, but atleast kahit konting information man lang sana nagsabi kayo para hindi ako nagmukhang tanga. " i said to them.
" I don't deserve this..." mahinang sabi ko..
"Sorry... We know that you love him and tapos na sila ni Geciel noon, that's why we did not bothered telling you kase we saw how happy you are with him and it is not about Geciel.. Yes we respect her and we also respect your feeling, we promised to protect you kay Sceven we've been protecting you since then. Sceven promise na hindi ka niya sasaktan and we saw his sincerity that's why hinayaan namin kayo.. Geciel is already his past and She will remain to be his past" she said
"I don't know what to think" i told them honestly. "Kung alam ko lang na... na ex siya ni Geciel hindi ko na sana.."
"That's it! That's it! Kaya di namin sinabi kase alam naming ganyan sasabihin mo! We know how much you love him kitamg kita namin yon, you are so pure Alex.. so fragile we want the best thing for you we want you to be happy" Isha explained
"So tell me.. why did Geciel leave the Country?" I asked them
"Mas mabuting sakanya mo malaman yan" Suzy
"Hindi niyo ba pwedeng sabihin?"
"Sorry we can't, we respect Geciel" Nerissa
I smile, my friends... i have a good friends
"I understand " i said with little smile
"Hindi ka na galit saamin?" Nerissa asked
Umiling ako sakanya
"Wew! Kinabahan naman ako sayo!" Sigaw ni Nerissa tsaka ako binatukan
"Hoyy babae ka anong drama mo kanina at sinasabi mong sampid ka? Daganan kaya kita?" Asar na sabi
"Sorry na, hindi lang talaga ako makapag isip ng mabuti kanina" i explain.
Mahaba habang katahimikan ang namayagpag saamin...
"Sorry" we said in unison, saka kami nagtawanan apat.
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