Eternity

chapter 21

Alexander pov

I stood up , holding my head , my head was spinning , I looked down to my left it was Hazel she was sleeping on the ground with her hand interlock with mine , did she sleep like this all night , I don't think I was able to tell her my mind last night , I closed my eyes trying to remember what happened last night 

Flashback

"Hazel remember when we where in highschool , you rejected me  ,and it was so embarrassing everyone laughed at me " I said crying

"Your are drunk let get you to bed "    Hazel said helping me to my feet

Fast forward to present

I can't believe I did all that and we even kiss , I touched my lips then looked at hers , but I felt disappointed I could not tell her what I wanted to last night ..

She moved then opened her eyes

"You are awake ?" She asked and I nodded , she nodded also and sat up right

"I'm sorry about last night "    I said ..

"Its okay , I will take my leave now "   she said standing up but I held her hand allowing her to sit next to me ..

"Hazel I am the father of the child you're carrying ".   I finally said ..

"What ?"   She shouted ..

"I'm sorry , you where drunk and I could not control myself , so we ha....".    I said but she cut me Short

"What you are saying right now is that , you were the one ,who too advantage of my drunk state ?"    She asked her eyes were already watery

"No I didn't , you came at me first "   I said

"Now I am to blame right ?"     She asked, she stood up from the bed looking hurt and tears were already rolling down her cheeks

"That not what I meant " i interjected

"You know what??.... I don't want to hear any explanation from you  , you said late night that I rejected you right ?well i am doing that again today , you will never be the father of this child in my womb ,I will raise this child alone , I will make sure it doesn't lack anything "     Hazel said with tears in her eyes , tears where already dropping from mine also, the fear of getting rejected again..

"I hate you ".   She said breaking my heart into pieces , she wiped off the tear off her cheeks, then left my room and probably my house..

" I hate you " the word keep on ringing in my head, I never thought i would be hearing the from her. 

"What have I done "   I thought running my hand through my hair,  as tear rolled down my cheeks , I have never cried for a woman before , but Hazel is a different women...

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