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I'm Selfish When It Comes To You
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CHAPTER 15
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Bambam POV

Fuck!

So late na pala ako? Ang tagal kong tinago yung nararamdaman ko tapos naunahan na pala ko and bullshit babae pa yung nauna? Oh shit! Fuck my life! Pumunta ko dito para aminin na yung nararamdaman ko dahil naisip ko na ito na yung tamang panahon. Ready na si Lisa, sure ako.

And I'm right! But not for me. I don't know if being inlove with your bestfriend is a mistake or it's just I'm that really coward. I'm so stupid for not admitting it before...before that i have all the chances that others cannot have.

Lisa is a wonderful woman. When we were classmate, she's really amazing that's why lots of students have a crush on her. Many tried to court her, but all of them got rejected. And I'm so happy because it's like I'm the right man for her.

Habang nasa sofa kaming lahat sa bahay ni Jennie, walang ibang ginawa kundi tignan sila. Masaya si Lisa, and its killing me. Yes i laugh at them when they told some funny stroy but i feel like anytime soon i burst out crying. How Jennie hold Lisa's hand, how they smile to each other. Teasing each other. LIKE WE USED TO..

AND ITS SO FUCKIN' PAINFUL BEACUSE DAMN! I wanted to tell to Jennie that 'hey! That's mine' but i know i have no right to say that. Now, I don't know what am i going to do. Maybe a little drinks will do? Tutal kumain na din naman kame, di na siguro yun makakasama samin.

*Cleared throat*
"Wanna have some wine...?" I said.

They all stop from talking at tumingin sakin

"Anyone?" I asked

"Game!" Jisoo said
"I'm in" Chaeng said

And we all turned to look for Jennie and Lisa

"Hmm maybe I'm in but not Lisa, may pasok sya bukas" Jennie said.

Gabi na pala. Diko na napansin ang oras. Ganun pala kapag nasasaktan. Hindi mona alam ang nangyayari sa paligid. Wala ka nang pakialam sa lahat, kasi iniisip mo nalang yung sakit na nararamdaman mo. *Sigh*

"Alright. It's fine. Do we need to go to the store or you have some stack?" I asked Jennie

"Oh right! MANAAANG! PAKIBIGYAN NGA HO KAME NG WINE DITO WITH ICE PLEASE.. THANK YOU" sigaw ni Jennie

Biglang sumandal si Lisa kay Jennie. Umiwas nalang ako ng tingin. Ang sakit eh.

Jennie POV

Hmm bakit biglang nag-aya to mag-inom? Pfft? Diba nya alam na hindi ako madaling tamaan? Sana sya din. Dahil perfect timing na din to because i wanna know something.

"Babe.. I'm hungry! Kain tayo ulit" sabi ni Lisa at nag pout pa talaga. Hihi ang kyot!

"Busog pako love. Ipaghahanda nalang kita, c'mon" sabi ko at tumayo na and still, hawak kopa din kamay nya.

"Wag na, dito ka nalang. Hihingi nalang ako kay manang" sabi nya

"No! Ako maghahanda ng pagkain mo" i seriously said.

"Okii. Thanks love" sabi nya at tumayo na.

I saw in my peripheral vision na nakatingin sa'min si bambam? Hmm sige tingin kalang, malalaman ko din kung anung ibig sabihin ng tingin nayan.

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After kong ipaghanda si Lisa ng kakainin nya ay iniwan ko na muna sya sa dining area. Kaya bumalik nalang ako kina Jisoo.

"Ahm.. Jennie? Where's your restroom?" biglang tanong ni bambam. Napakunot naman yung noo ko dahil malapit lang yun sa dining area.

"Deretso ka dyan, after dining area sa dulo, makikita mo don" i said at ngumiti ng pilit.

"Thanks" sabi nya. So i just nod at nakipag kwentuhan nalang kina Chaeng

Napansin kong napatagal yata si bambam? Tsk! Naligaw ba sya? Sabi ko deretso lang eh!
Tumayo ako at sumunod na, tutal titignan ko din baby ko at ang tagal ding kumain!

"... Maraming ways Pran. May internet, cellphone. Maraming paraan, ilang months kang walang paramdam" it must be Bambam

"Sorry bamie. Naging busy lang sa school. Saka nagka problem din sa bahay eh. Alam mo yun diba? Naabutan mo pa yun before ka bumalik ng Thailand" saad ni Lisa.

Oh! I remember now. Sya pala yung bambam, kaya pala mukang pamilyar.

"It's okay. I understand. Pran.. ahm did you..did you know that .. ahm *sigh* you know what? I really missed you!" sabi ni bambam

No.. feeling ko hindi lang yun yon. Arggh! Wag kalang talaga magkakamaling lalaki ka

"Hey, um.. can i hug you? Besides We're bestfriend! C'mon! What's the matter being hug by you?" pahabol pa nito. E kung baltukan ko'to? Lalakad na sana ako papalapit sa kanila para hindi matuloy kaso nagsalita si Lisa

"Sorry bambam, andyan lang si Jennie sa kabilang wall. Kahit naman malayo sya di parin pwede, magagalit sya. Ayaw nyang may ibang humahawak sakin. Sorry talaga, hope you understand" saad ni Lisa

I smirked. Buti naman. So wag na nating patagalin, masyado na silang nagmomoment!

"LISA! ARE YOU DONE?" sigaw ko.

Narinig ko namang nagpaalam na si Lisa at dali daling pumunta sakin

"Ye-yes babe. Im-im done" sabi nya. Pinagpapawisan ang bata haha. Okay lang yan Lisa, you did a great job.

"Hmm okay" sabi ko nalang.

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