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5. awsten; dm; instagram

(april 2019)

awsten

I set down my phone and sigh, hating myself when I feel a small grin forming on my face.

Is it Willow? Probably yes. Ever since my first dm with her I could not stop thinking about her. She's funny, she's interesting, and she's so fucking beautiful.

But still, there's a pit in my stomach when I thought about her. Is it too soon?

It's probably super dumb to be this scared of love a year and a half after your last breakup, but I was freaked out. What if it happened again?

I took a few deep breaths.
It's probably just me being weird because I'm becoming friends with a girl, right? Do I even like her that way? No, just friends. Just friends. There's no way she even likes me that way so chill the fuck out.

But then again, she's so pretty. Everything with her just.. fits. Perfectly into place.

Goddammit, I haven't even met her yet.

Maybe I could change that.

I quickly pick up my phone and sent out a message. My thumbs dance a little on the keyboard, trying to type out the perfect message. I decide on one and press the send button, and as soon as I do I throw my phone across the room. Sitting back in my couch, I rub my face and hate myself even more when I feel it getting warm.

Ughh, just stop.

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DM

Awsten Knight
Hey, I really like talking to you over text so I was wondering if maybe you'd wanna like hang out sometime? Go somewhere? You live in la, right?

oh my god awsten of course! yes lol i do live in la, lucky you
imagine if i didn't tho

I would pull instant committing unalive

but then i couldn't fly out to see you :(

Yikes you're right, then I just wouldn't talk to you for a year cause that's how I handle embarrassment

lol same

anyways, where do you wanna go, and what day?

i'm good the 17th, is that good for u??

yep, that's perfect

and coffee

??

we need to get coffee. at a good coffee place. idk if i'm pregnant or something but i actually would die for good coffee rn. if we go to starbucks istg.

GOOD THING COFFEE RUNS IN MY VEINS SO I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT COFFEE PLACES 💪💪

GOOD, YOU HAVE TO LIVE UP TO MY STANDARDS

and what if I don't?

you die
jk
i like you too much

U HAD ME WORRIED

😏
anyways do u wanna go shopping? at the mall?

You have all of la and you choose the mall

shut up i grew up in the midwest so the mall and target was the only thing i did for fun

that's tough
After the mall wanna grab lunch?

ofc, surprise me with the restaurant

I like having this power

use it wisely

So I pick you up at around 11 on the 17th

yessir

Cant wait to see you :)

ARE U BEING SOFT FOR ONCE

NO BE QUIET

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@willow.gray

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noraaaa_ WILLOW??? TEXT ME RIGHT NOW
pipsqueakart NO NO NO NO NO DO NOT
awstenknight IS IT ME
willow.gray @awstenknight yikes, definitely not, that's embarrassing
awstenknight @willow.gray BUT BUT IM ALWAYS THE CUTE BOY
whore_for_geoff @awstenknight umm?? hello??