Changkyun still remembered the cold looks he got when he stepped in the studio with the rest of the team, ready to debut his first mission. He almost wanted to scream sorry, he was in fact feeling guilty but he had a dream too, and he couldn't let that luck slide. Everything went seemingly well after this, the other guys not minding him anymore as the producers talked to them. It was like he had always been there, and that made him feel a bit less lonely for a while. Yet, it ended quickly when he got asked to rap infront of everyone. Changkyun did it without hesitating, he was confident about his raping skills without a doubt. And when his teammates clapped, he wondered if it was just pity, but didn't ask.
Fear creaped in him once again when the announcement was made. He had to work with Jooheon, alone, in a room. He already felt the coldness of it all, he was scared he'd go out of it frozen at the end of the day. Sitting next to him was incredibly awkward, and Changkyun fixed the ground, which was weirdly interesting at this moment. He didn't feel at ease, at the right place. Maybe he shouldn't have agreed to do the survival, he doubted he really had a place with them all. Especially if it meant maybe debuting with them in the end. He couldn't give up now, however. He was in for a long ride. The taller's voice filled the room suddenly, and I.M had an internal heart attack.
At the end of it, he was glad Jooheon opened his heart to him so they could work better. For sure, he still didn't feel accepted, but it was a tiny step. They told it themselves; they'd accept him with the time. Just had to know how long would it take.
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FanfictionWhere Jooheon realizes that Changkyun isn't much different than him during No Mercy.
