Transgender ftm journal

School holidays about to end

Hi guys!
I'm so sad. School goes back in a week, 4th of February. Back to hell. But up im happy school starts again so I can see all my friends again. I've missed them so much. I hope I have classes with them this year.

I'm going to my friends house today. I'm so excited for that. But it's a 30 minute drive from my house to hers :( we're going to catch a bus to midland gate (shopping centre) and just hang around there for a couple hours and then go back to her place and watch a movie. I'm not staying the night though. Sad.

me pretending to be normal is going good. Good for my family, bad for me. I don't know how I'm gonna come out of this in a couple of years. Maybe I won't. I don't know. I'm just soooo confused. Why me?

This is very short so im gonna talk about random stuff until I think it's enough.

I got a new puppy. Which I paid for myself. It's a male Rottweiler. What should I name it?? Because I have Nooo clue. Lol
He sleeps in my room. Luckily I have a door to the backyard so I put a doggy door in it so now he can go do his business outside. Training him to do so is hard.

I've now learnt the intro to enter sandman on acoustic guitar. And I'm proud of myself. I'm beginner and I can play enter sandman!! I don't know if it's that amazing. But I think it's cool.

Well that it. I'm sorry for all the mistakes in this part and others. I don't really edit these. And when I say "don't really" I mean at all.
Lol so I'll see you in a month or so. Maybe when school goes back or something. Lol baiii