Along the way, it didn't feel like I'd reached my beloved house in front of my brother waiting and also the almost sunset orange at the back of the house, so like my house managed to cover a very large sun like at sunset and sink into the ocean, the view of the afternoon sky was so good that it made me pause to look at this view captured in my life. My brother immediately picked me up ahead even though only my brother was happy let alone my parents who didn't know where he was now. My father disappeared suddenly without giving any messages, why not just disappear with my mother? My brother and I would have had enough of me if only to accompany myself to the old age until I had a new family later I could have, if my parents still didn't consider me to be in their lives and not next to me at the moment.
I want to be like everyone else to be able to joke when they're home from school - I want them to take me to school in the morning, or if they can't do it all, just make me breakfast made by hand and sweat myself, not money folded and put in the middle of the table without leaving any message to me. My brother just shut up maybe he's used to all this and he's tired of having to talk about this again. He just fell silent and lived life like nothing happened in his little family. From childhood I didn't feel any of it until I was this big. I'd love to knock on my parents' room door and get out what I want to say, but right now I haven't dared, so all I can do is shut up and assume nothing like my brother did.
I never knew where my father was, he was never seen in the slightest by the time I got home, i don't know where he was? And my mother who doesn't seem to care and doesn't want to know where her husband is going all day, whether she sleeps at work, or she sleeps with the others, doesn't seem like she's going to think about it like everything's going to be okay. My mom always wanted to show that she was always fine in front of me, but I've grown up mom, I've grown up, I've been on par with my high school first graders, it's just my little body but I'm old enough to understand this, I hope mom and dad can hear my little conscience, and for my brother who always doesn't care about this.
