That night I didn't sleep and chat with the little boy who wasn't human about anything in there the kid started to cheer up but I was afraid to be late tomorrow morning to go to school because tomorrow there was also a midterm exam myself also forgot to study as well so what at the time of taking the score three months ahead might have been my father's meal if my grades were bad he was the first person to scold me and give me punishment about my grades it was indeed living in a family that has a very disciplined father about education or whatever my father thinks he's applying to his family I and my brother admit about this is indeed his father's person like that and also very stubborn and invincible father in this family all he said was as commanding as possible my father's mind became a soldier but my father has not also reflected on his mind as a child until adult romance My parents alone I do not know it is not yet my time to listen to that story because it will make me want to make love hahaha not only joking about making love before marriage will make my family and myself bad if you living in Indonesia.
I'm the saddest thing if you leave this family I'm going to cry until I give blood to replace my tears not only my dad but this family if it's not there and it's just me I'm going to go after him to heaven and get together to play with them enjoying a warm morning with a cup of the in the living room with a bowl of spinach soup made by mom that's so good not to forget to see my favorite cartoons together even though me and my brother often fight because of this but I always win about what I want to see on television
Right now I'm just realising that this world is all I'm all about as much as a child in the afternoon we meet and that knock on the door is my family waiting in heaven when I open it so I start talking to me in the real world I'm lying in the hospital almost dead but I think the world I'm going through is real but I've felt the world in the middle of death and life even though my life is if it's false. in this world
