yes i know
its been a while
you havent called
and made no attemp
to come back;
but thats okay
because this lonely feeling
thats sitting in the pit
of my stomach
makes me feel more alive
than you ever did.
you abandoned me
in my darkest hour
and i shattered
like a bottle of whiskey
flung to the floor.
so dont come back
i dont want you here
because im already living half empty.
and that other half
is for someone else