If Only I Knew ( Unedited_part2)

Chapter Twenty Six

It was around 23:00 when they were still at hospital the doctors suggested that she must relax and avoid anything that has to do with stress.

So is she okay doc?

Yes she is she will need to be here for a day or two her blood pressure is up so we need to make sure she's well before she heads home we don't any thing that could harm the baby, you the husband right?

Nodding, looking at ntombi who was sleeping peacefully on the bed.

Please i beg whatever that's making her like this can it stop? Whatever that is cause stress is not good for the baby she might have complications in the long process she's soon going to give birth please take care of her then after when she has given birth you can stress each other patting his shoulder.

Laughs, noted doctor no more stress that i assure you.

Alright well i see you won't be leaving anytime soon uhm let me leave you two then.

Thanks doc.

No problem walking out closing the door.

Sipho just stood there looking at ntombi, sigh' his voice was a bit shaking .. taking a deep breath heading to bed he stood next to her just looking without saying nothing it was his soul speaking to ntombi..

I'm so sorry baby, will get through this kissing her small lips as he sat on the chair that was next to the bed holding her hand and off he slept.

Fuck, drinking the fourth glass of gin pacing up and down..

Dude can you sit down? You making me dizzy jesus.

I'm sure he hates me now dee, like my intentions weren't bad you know i wanted to talk to her cause really i care alot about sipho and it hurted me to see him like that.

Well i still think it was a bad idea to go there friend like really i know this is not what you want to hear but yeah it is what it is, i mean you sipho's ex babe and remember when you ambushed the poor girl on her work place now think was she supposed to smile when you appeared on her house?

True you not helping right now.

Fine suite yourself but if what you did was right she wouldn't had ended up in a hospital that's for sure.

Sigh, throwing herself on the sofa . You know what's sad?

Uhm nope..shaking her head.

Sipho wasn't like this with me you know, whenever we fought he would look clean as ever he wasn't all depressed and shit makes me ask myself this..

Ohh no no, no don't do that to yourself babe please besides you weren't that inlove with him to be honest he was the one who was inlove with you.

What? Why do you say that.

Arg come on! You know exactly what i mean Ashley sipho is happy let him be, move on stop meddling on his marriage cause we don't want him getting restraining orders for you do we?

Now that's dramatic that's not sipho.

Well he chased you away right?

Well yeah, that's different.

How?

Uhm i don't know but it is somehow, stop making me seem like a crazy ex.

Well if you don't stop all this crazy shit you'll end up be one i have to go hey think about this and please try to get some sleep.

Uhm yeah sure she said looking at dee who was wearing her shoes taking her cars, on tomorrow?

Ah uhm no babe I'm going somewhere but I'll call you bye now she said heading out closing the door on her way out.

Sigh' I'm not crazy I'm just worried that's all she said as she took her phone dialing sipho's numbers..

He slowly opened his eyes since he was deep asleep checking the caller I.D, he took a glance on ntombi then stood up tiptoe'ing heading to the toilet he answered.

What do you want?
You still mad at me are you? She was a bit tipsy
I don't know what is it that you think you're doing please do not call me ever again and stop meddling in my marriage i don't know what you said to my wife i guess I'll hear from her when she wakes up.
I was trying to have a decent talk nothing more she added.
Never call me again, Ever..hung up
Sipho listen to me..tut! Tut! The phone suddenly went quiet.

Fuck man, throwing it on the couch. This is insane for crying out loud argg...

He stood there for a min taking a deep breath then went back to his chair, ntombi he startled.

What are you doing here? Her face was straight.

Uhm you my wife remember?

So now you know I'm your wife?

Please don't start the doctor said i must make sure you well can you at least wait till you give birth then you'll yell at me as much as you like?

Are you being real right now?

As a heart attack i know we not on our best right now but you my wife I'll do whatever it takes for you and the little one right there to be well. No stress your blood level is too high.

Did you send your ex to come talk on your behalf?

I'm not going to answer that i believe you know me better, rest please tomorrow you'll be discharged.

Uhm so you'll go back to the hotel?

Shaking his head, I'm coming back home but I'll use a different room.

Okay..facing the other way.

Uhm yea..he sat on his chair and closed his eyes.

Sniffs...

He quickly opened his eyes looking at ntombi who was sobbing quietly, baby?

Sniffs...

He went to where she was facing wipping her tears, what's wrong?

You don't love me nomore (crying)

No no no baby, i love you foreal yes we not okay right now but that doesn't mean i don't love you.

It sure feels like it..i mean you even left me and went to a hotel you could've stayed you know?

Baby please stop this and relax this time I'm not going anywhere but i don't think it's cool for us to share a bedroom right now, I'm not in a right state i just need to think and be okay with my wellbeing what you said the other day broke me cause i believe i did none but care for you more than anything but it wasn't good enough still.

But..

Shhh!! .. go sleep remember no stress.

Can we talk about this when we get home?

Nodding, kissing her forehead Ilove you .

I love you too holding his hand, I'm sorry.

It's okay no pressure sleep now playing with her locks, sleep baby he said watching her as she slowly closed her eyes.

My baby he said kissing her stomach and went to his chair switching his phone off and slept..