My "Step Brother"

43.

Isa

I've never felt like this before. I feel broken on the inside and on the outside. It feels like something was taken from me.

I woke up 2 times during the night frantic because of a bad dream. Chris was right there though. He pulled me Into his arms until I calmed down. He never let me go. At that moment I felt so protected. I felt safe

Chris

We honestly had a very stressful night. I didn't get too much sleep because Isabella kept waking up from bad dreams and it took her a while to fall back asleep.

I didn't care though. I just wanted her to feel protected. I opened my eyes and looked up at the ceiling. I sat up and looked at Kayla and T who were sitting up on their phones

"Yo what time is it" I said

"11:12" tyga responded back

I sighed and grabbed my phone.

It's the 31st here, but it's the 30th back at home. Meaning we had to leave here tonight, to get back on the 31st in LA

Speaking of, I don't even know if we are going to continue with this party.

"Yo you think we should cancel the New Years party? I know my mood is in a funk because of all this shit" I said

"No" I heard Isa say

I turned and looked at her. She was laying down with her eyes open

"Don't cancel the party because of me, I'll be okay. I'm traumatized but I'll be fine" she said

"Isa are you sure, I mean we can al-" tyga started to say but got cut off

"I'm sure. The party must go on. You guys put lots of work into it, it's okay" she said

Tyga nodded even though she couldn't see him. I layed back down and faced Isabella. I stared at her and studied her face

She's still so damn beautiful even with these bruises. At this moment I just wanted to call her MINE. But I know I can't. It's frustrating honestly.

Her eyes were slightly swollen from all the crying she did. She was still beautiful either way.

"I'm going to go pack up my things and get us some lunch" tyga said standing up and stretching

"I'm going to shower and do the same and then I'll meet you at your room so we can get the lunch together" Kayla said standing up

"Aight" he said kissing her forehead

Tyga disappeared out the room and Kayla walked towards the bathroom but stopped to hug Isabella first

I love their friendship, it's very genuine, raw, and real. I know they have each other's back.

She walked in the bathroom and closed the door.

"What do you want to wear today" I asked Isa sitting up

"I don't know. You can pick something out" she said sitting up with me

I walked to her suitcase and began looking for a outfit for her. Once I found something that I thought was cute I rested it on the chair infront of the bed

I went back and got her a thong and a bra. Also some socks.

"Okay I'm going to go pack up and get ready" I said to her

She nodded and smiled

The first smile that I have seen from her since lastnight. I walked over to the bed and kissed her forehead.