How was I before

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"Jinyoung!!! It's enough !!!!!" Jaebeom shouted but the younger just looked at him once and then again continued with his plate braking-kitchen destroying work

"Aahhhaa" Jaebeom suddenly cries out of pain

The younger stops and immediately comes towards him ...as soon as he reaches in an arm distance to the older ... The older suddenly looks up and pulls him into a tight hug

"Jinyoung-ahhh what are you doing ... Calm down Jin ! " Jaebeom tighten his grip around the younger as he tries to push him away

"Hyung lea-leave me.. j-just leave me " Jinyoung says in a choked voice...

"I am not leaving you... See I told you this was bound to happen .... I told you to end it sooner didn't I ?" Jaebeom says softly as he caresses the younger's head

"Hy-ung hyung ... I see him everywhere .... He is in my office .... He is in my car .... He is next to me in sofa.... I never slept with him .... But I feel like I totally miss how it felt when we both slept together  ...  I miss those random hug..... That brightness that came along with him.... that smile .... That warmth .... I miss him hyung.... I never thought he has grown up so much on me ...  When I said I want to break up .... He was sad ...he was soooo sad.... But why!?!!! he didn't even like me ...he was just having fun with this .... He would have made a new gf or bf by now  ... He-he-i" Jinyoung was crying out loud and by the end was sniffing loudly... He wasn't even able to form any  sentence now ...his throat was too sore.... And also he was devoid of any energy because he hasn't eaten for quite long

"Ohh Jinyoungieee I don't think he doesn't .. no ... What I mean is ..   you both can't be together ... Your mom won't allow it ever .... You know right what happened when you came out as a gay ...?"

*Flashback *

"Mom" the 14yr old Jinyoung calls out as he sat on the dinning table fiddling with his fingers with a frown on his face

"Yes son ... Don't tell me you want to take part in that drama club again ... We are over it already " Mrs. Park says with a stern look
She was a very beautiful lady.. always giving of a posh and intimating look and the family's reputation is her most important priority thus she can't allow his son to take part in such low level clubs
'He is just childish ... doesn't knows anything .... I have to show the right path to him .... He is the future of Park Corp. ... He should be ready to take over the company ... And lead it in best way'

"It's.. not about that mom " Jinyoung says and looks down

"So what is it about "

"I got a lo-love letter today"

Mrs park laughs as she hides her smile with her hand  "don't you get one like... almost everyday!???"

"I- I do .. but..but "

"But what ? How many times I have told you this shuttering is a bad habit ... !"

"But it was from a boy! And I don't know why but I liked it... " Jinyoung babbles out everything quickly

"What !! Ok you are not going to that school anymore ... I am changing your school !"

"Mom!! This is not fair ! Jaebeom hyung likes guys too ... Why you are doing this ... I like that school! All my friends study there !! "

"Oh so all this is because of that lim kid ... Look Jinyoung he is from a big family and we have close buisness relations with them or else I wouldn't have allowed him near you ......  And his parents were also against this but he still stood against them !! He is just a spoilled kid !!! You also want to disappoint your parents !? Stand against them !?!! "

"N-No no mom"

"Yeah that's like my boy... You know it's all because of that lim kid and you are just being childish ... Soon you will get over this .... And if you don't ... I'll do it for you.... I'll help you out of it !"

Jinyoung went to his room and then brought the phone to his ears
"Did you hear what mom said !?"

"Yes I did ... Jinyoung-ah I knew your mom was going to be like this . ....
Are you really going to change the school !?"

"Sorry hyung you had to hear that ... "

"It's ok Jin ... Still your mom can't separate this lim kid from you whatever she do "

Jinyoung smiled at that..
And then they continue their small chit chat

3 days later

"Jinyoung ! You know what happened !? "

"What !? Your basketball went through the hoop !?" Jinyoung says with small chuckle

"Very funny ! But this is serious .."

"Hunn!? What's wrong!?"

"You know the boy who wrote the letter to you is also filling the transfer form and he is going to Busan ! "

"He also !? Wait you are filling the transfer form!? You are coming to this school !?"

"Oh fuck that was supposed to be a surprise ...but .. anyways that's not important .... I didn't knew like where he was going earlier so I thought he is also trying to transfer to your school but when I said your name he looked so terrified ... Did you do something ?"

"Me!?! I just saw him when he gave me the letter after that you know what happened at the house and so I never met him ... I even almost forgot him " Jinyoung says with a frown

There was a silence for few seconds
Then Jaebeom spoke
"Oh I guess i know why ..."

"Why!??" Jinyoung asks curiously

"I just saw your mom going out of the school gate ...
Wow did she make his whole family move just because he gave you a love letter ?! Wow your future sucks "

"I can't believe this " Jinyoung says as he feels his eyes prickle a bit with tears

*Flashback over*

"She made you change the school and threw that kid far away from you just for a letter ... Actually you didn't even properly came out and all this happened I don't know what she will do to Wang Co. It's quite big I don't think she will be able to harm the company but..." Jaebeom says and leaves the sentence incomplete at the end

"She might harm my Seun-ah " Jinyoung says slowly

Jaebeom doesn't says anything back and just continues caressing his back and head

"Just be like you always were ... As you were before .... You'll overcome this"

"I don't know..."Jinyoung says with a small voice

"What?"Jaebeom asks softly

"How was I before...."
















*Writer's note

You can like totally ignore this ... This is just me being overwhelmed

I can't believe this !!!!!
"Aaaaaaahhhaaaa!!!!! Wowww 1k reads ! I can't believe this ..so many people read this !!?!!!

So I started this during this Quarantine/lockdown period and this was my first FF and I planned it to be my last but.... Here I am writing another one 😅

After writing few chapters I actually couldn't come up with anything and I actually dropped it ....

But 2 people helped me to come out of this slumber and continue writing it

They actually don't even know they helped me 😅😅
2 writers who constantly updated
And wrote their stories so beautifully so I decided that I can also do this and then here I am !😁
And then recently they even added my story to their reading list !!!
And commented too.. both of them ! ... On my last chapter
I am soo overwhelmed !

Thanku everyone for reading this !
I am not a literature major .. and never even liked literature that much but Jinson is my very verrrrrryyyy fav. Couple so I just wanted to write a story and I wrote one

I'll try my best to write a nice story
Thank you for reading/supporting me
Love you all

And never forget
Love GOT7 always !!!💚

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