All Time Low Imagines

First Time

Okay!! So I know this is really late, and I'm so sorry ;-; But here it is (:  Crappy ending. I know.

Jasmine's P.o.v-

I tried to fight the tears from flowing down my cheeks as I rushed into the bathroom. I ignored Alex's calls after me. I collapsed onto the ground and covered my mouth to muffle the sob that flowed out. All we were doing was making out. He moved to take off my pants and I freaked out. What the hell is wrong with me?

"Hey, what's wrong?" Alex cooed kneeling in front of me. I looked up at him through blurry eyes. I looked away quickly. I can't face him. I'm fucking 23 years old. I should be able to get naked in front of someone without freaking out.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I sobbed as he pulled me into his chest. He sighed and pulled me onto his lap. He held me tightly as I shook in his arms and ran his hand through my hair. I held onto his shirt until I finally quit shaking.

"We don't have to do anything tonight." Alex whispered. I couldn't stop the tears that filled my eyes and I shook my head.

"That's the thing. I am ready. I want to do this." I whimpered ducking my head down. Alex sighed and moved my chin so I could look at him. He smiled softly at me and that made me feel a little better.

"Are you sure? We really don't have to do anything tonight." He frowned moving me so I was sitting on the sink. I wiped at my eyes and nodded. I've been ready for so long.

"I'll go wait in there, okay?" He asked moving my bangs out of my eyes. I nodded and sighed as he closed the door. I closed my eyes and took long deep breaths. I moved off the sink and stood on shakey legs. I looked in the mirror. I looked like a mess. With shakey hands I moved down and unbuttoned my pants and slid them off.

"I can do this. I can do this." I kept repeating to myself in my head as I walked out of the bathroom. Alex smiled softly at me as I walked into the bedroom. I blushed as Alex looked at my body up and down. I felt so vulnurable. I hated this. 

"You're so pretty." Alex smiled standing in front of me. I blushed and looked down. Well fuck. Alex laughed and moved my chin to look up at him. He kissed me slowly and walked me backwards to the bed and laid me down. He moved on top of me and started grinding down on me slowly. I gasped softly and closed my eyes.

"Can I?" Alex asked softly tugging on my bra strap. I blushed and nodded leaning up slightly. I didn't look at Alex as he took off my bra and threw it somewhere. I gasped and my back arched as Alex attached his mouth around my nipple and played with my clit through my underwear. I moaned softly and bucked my hips into his hand.

"Let me go grab something." He mumbled and kissed me before getting off the bed. I laid there for a moment before sitting up and taking my underwear off. I laid back down and closed my eyes and took long deep breaths. I was freaking out and so many things were going through my mind.

"Hey. You alright?" Alex frowned sitting down on the bed next to me. I smiled softly and nodded and pulled him down to kiss him. Alex smiled and stood up and took off his boxers and crawled onto the bed.

"You ready?" Alex asked rolling the condom he had on. I smiled and nodded and pulled him down to kiss me again.

"Just be gentle, okay?"

"Of course babe. Just try and relax. If you want me to stop, tell me, and I will. I won't be mad, okay?" He asked lining his cock up with my entrance. I nodded slowly and bite my lip. Alex kissed me and slid in slowly. I whimpered and squeezed my eyes shut. Fuck it hurt so bad. Alex peppered kisses all over my face.

"I know. Just try and breath. Take all the time you need." He groaned laying his head into my neck. I knew he was trying not to show his pleasure. I took long deep breaths until the pain slowly faded.

"Okay. Okay, ugh, you can move." I whispered and Alex looked up at me. He asked me if I was sure and I nodded and kissed him again. Alex propped himself up on his elbows and slowly started thrusting into me. To be honest, it didn't feel good at all, it just felt weird. Until Alex shifted slightly and hit my g-spot directly.

"Fuck! Do that again." I moaned making Alex smile slightly. He kept thrusting harder, and harder right into that little bundle of nerves and I was almost screaming in pleasure. Alex was panting and moaning into my neck.

"Fuck Alex. I'm close." I whimpered squeezing my eyes shut. I was embaressed that I was so close already, but, I could tell Alex didn't mind. He was making desperate noises and I knew he was just as close as I was.

"Cum for me." He whispered into my ear. I almost screamed when his hand snaked down my body and rubbed my clit in sloppy circles. I dragged my nails down his shoulders and he hissed and arched his back. I moaned loudly and finally climaxed. He kept thrusting into me until he got off too and moaned loudly into my neck. He collapsed next to me and panted softly.

"That was amazing. Fuck." I panted closing my eyes. Alex laughed softly and pulled me closer and peppered kisses all over my neck and cheeks. I hummed happily and closed my eyes.

"I love you." Alex mumbled into my neck as I was slowly falling asleep. I replied with the same before falling into a peaceful sleep.