Y/n's POV:
It's been almost a week since Tomura and I got into the fight. We haven't talked to each other from then on.
We did practice although the tension between us was really awkward. The others sensed the fight and Toga and Twice talked to both of us.The competition is in two days and we are all quite nervous about the whole performance.
That evening we all had small silent dinner and we headed all to our rooms. Toga and Twice were together in his room and Dabi and Todoroki were together as well. Leaving me and the ,,boss,, alone in our next to one another rooms.
I was chilling in my room when I heard a knock on the wall. Strange.. I can't be anyone else than Tomura, which is strange since we still aren't talking..
I walked to my room and knocked back. The wall was 30 centimeters long between us and you can basically hear the movements in the other side. I heard sliding down the other side of the door and I followed. My ukulele was right next to me.
There was silence for a while and as I was looking down at my legs I heard a guitar strings being strummed in the room next door. I looked up and heard his voice..
,,If I could.. begin to be, half of what you think of me.. I could do about anything. I could even learn how to love.." his voice was soft.. I could see him as I was listening to his voice sing calmly. I smelled his sensation, his sweaty smell mixed with burned caramel filled my lungs.
,,When I see.. the way you act, wondering when I'm coming back. I could do about anything.. I could even learn how to love.. like you..
I always thought I might be bad! Now I'm sure that it's true! Cause I think you're so good.. and I'm nothing like you! Look at you go I just adore you! I wish that I knew.. what makes you think I'm so special.." I felt sadness in his voice and I placed my palm on the wall trying to feel him.He finished and after some time I got my ukulele in my hands and started strumming it gently.
,,Oooh.. oooh.. why you gotta hug me like that..? Every time you see me, why you always making me laugh.. swear you're catching feelings.. I loved you from the start~ so it breaks my heart when you say I'm just a friend to you.. cause friends don't do the things we do. Everybody knows you love me too.." I played the ukulele as I remembered all of our great moments before the fight. I get tears form in my eyes but I gulped them down and continued:
,,Tryna be careful with the words I use.. I say it cause I'm dying to.. I'm so much more than just a friend to you." I hummed as I felt millions butterflies gather up in my stomach.,,When there's other people around.. you never wanna kiss me.. you tell me it's too late to hang out. Then you say you miss me~ and I loved you from the start.. so it breaks my heart when you say I'm just a friend to you, cause friends don't do the things we do. Everybody knows you love me too.. tryna be careful with the words I use, say it cause I'm dying to.. I'm so much more than just a friend to you~ a friend to you.." I played the last chords and I heard him knocks twice on the wall which I returned.
He then proceeded to another song, in the small concert we were having.
,,The war was over.. I was living with my folks, I called upstairs ,Hey dad I'm off to grab some smokes, and my father asked ,,Why you need to smoke so late-?!" Well I lied.. I had a date.." I was sure that he was at least a bit smiling. ,,Free from my folks and slavement.. skipping along the pavement, to see a brunette, [I am extremely sorry if you're not brunette!!] who I'd never met. But I'd never forget.. how she looked in that dress, how she stuck out her hand and said my name is Y/n~ and I hope you like music! Cause I've got two tickets for La traviata, that's when I said- ,I hate opera..," I heard him chuckle through the wall that made me smile.,,She laughed and said ,well.. lucky for you!, that you're with (Y/n)(L/n) ,Who cares what you are listening to.. it's who you're listening with!,. So we took our seats her hands were folded in her lap.. if not a kiss, then at least I'll get a nap! So I closed my eyes as the orchestra begins. Then I.. hear violins~ and the hair on neck was rising, a feeling new and surprising! But it wasn't the sound that made my heart pound no it was because I found.. her hand is in mine~ and that's where we'll stay until they play the final chord~ she says ,Were you bored?, and I say ,I guess it wasn't quite so bad.. it was the best time that I.. ever had. She laughed and said.. ,well lucky for you! I got seats to Beethoven's fifth!, who cares what you are listening to.. it's who you're listening with.." he strummed his guitar strings as I felt him take a deep breath. All I wanted was to hug him at this moment.. Soon I believe I will be able to!
,,A perfect wife.. a perfect life.." his voice interrupted my thoughts and I continued to listen to his beautiful singing.. him playing the guitar it was like- like I've been blessed! ,,The time exploded like a bullet from a gun.. a week, a year and then a married, and a son! And a rental where I can still hear her laugh.. when I play the phonograph! So I let the music guide me! Y/n sits beside me.. a girl of nineteen, with a nervous marine~ feels her head begin to lean as the melody soars~" he played his guitar as I leaned my head onto the wall separating us. It felt as if we were miles away from each other but in the same time as if we were next to one another! ,,And though it was real, it doesn't feel like it could be.. that might when you said to me~ that I've got two tickets for La traviata... it's sad and true how much I miss you.. I miss you (Y/n)(L/n).. life is not the things that we do, it's who we're doing them with." He played with the strings of his instrument for a while more until it faded away.I felt his warmth as if he was cuddling me once again. The pleasure of him being close to me was starved to death and I wanted him to be close to me again more than anything! But again my mind was blown away by his mesmerizing crispy singing..
,,I know.. we'll never grow old together.. cause you'll never grow old to me~ you're the pink in my cheeks and I'm scared cause that means.. I'm a little bit soft. But don't beat yourself up on me.. it wasn't just the sun that I was hiding from. We were messed up kids who taught ourselves how to live.. and I'm still scared that I'm not good enough! I've always felt like a monster.. long before I was big~ I'm only seen as a monster.. let's just say I'm used to it." I heard him choke down some tears and he sniffled and sang again: ,,And I grew though cause love, it only hurt me back! But loving you is a good problem to have.." a small smile grew on my cheeks as the tears started pouring like a waterfall.
,,For the record I stole your sweater.. cause I just wanted you close to me~ I thought shaking knees only meant I was weak.. Just a little too soft. So don't beat yourself up, on me..
It wasn't just the sun that I was hiding from.
We were messed up kids who taught ourselves how to live~
I'm still scared that I'm not good enough!
Always felt like a monster
Long before I was big..
I'm only seen as a monster
Let's just say I'm used to it...And I grew tough cause love, it only hurt me back~ but loving you is a good problem to have.. and I'm used to that.. but I can get used to this~ yeah I'm used to that but I could get used this.." I felt as if we parted and heard footsteps coming from his room I quickly got up and ran to my door. I rushed outside and me and Tomura met in the midway between our bedrooms.
,,And I know.. we'll never grow old together.. cause you'll never grow old to me~ you're the pink in my cheeks and I love cause that means I'm a little bit soft.." our foreheads connected as he sang quietly, both of us crying.
,,You're the pink in my cheeks.. and I love that it means I'm a little bit soft.." he whispered in my ear before burying his face into my neck pulling me in a warm hug. I missed those.. I hugged him back and we cried on each other's shoulders.,,You're not a monster Tomura.." I whispered to him.
,,it's Tenko." he replied with a weak voice.
,,What-" I pulled away to look at him kinda confused.
,,It's Tenko Shimura.. my actual birth assigned name" he said and smiled weakly. ,,Surpriseee.."
I sighed softly and brushed some hair off his face.
,,Monster or not, Tenko or Tomura.. it doesn't matter you are MY monster and MY Tenko.." he was taken by my words a bit and he buried his face in my neck again. His grip was tight he didn't wanna let me go.. neither did I. He's been through a lot, so was I.
That night I swore that I'll protect him no matter what!We parted as he yawned sleepily. I pulled him in my room and we just sat on the bed silently, really tired from all of the crying.
Then we decided that we should go to bed and I pulled him under my blankets. I turned my back facing him for a moment to turn my lamp off and when I did so, he hugged me from behind and kissed my neck as we both fell asleep.A feeling of warmth and softness rushed all over my body. I smiled as I cuddled closer to him.. the boy's sent filled the room once again this time for real. I was feeling safe for the first time in a while.
[Heeeey!! It was a longer chapter than usual but I didn't want to split it in two soo~ btw about the songs: if you are in the fandoms I used the songs from 'till now (just like me) I meant all of them in a good way! Like with Kurogiri and ,If I could tell her, yea I know Evan sings this revealing HIS feelings but the song is one of my favorite from the musical so I used it in the other way! And also ,Monster, from adventure time! Yeees I know Marcy sang it to her GIRLFRIEND!! And they are in my top three favorite ships~! So I hoped you enjoyed and the next chapters will be a BOOM!
Songs:
Love like you - Rebecca Sugar (Steven universe)
Just a friend to you - Meghan Trainor
Cecily smith - Will Connolly
Monster - by Marceline from adventure time!]
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