Chapter 2: No Sign

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Kenny POV

I raised my eyelids after slowly waking up and turning to the other side. I saw a clock on a night table that said 4 am. My eyelids shot wide open when I notice where I actually was and started to remember what happened last night. I turn my head slowly to my left and see what I was expecting to see. On the other side of the bed was completely naked sleeping Craig Fucker. His face snuggled into the pillow with his hands to his chest. His hair was messy and his facial expression was very calm. He looked adorable and I never saw him in such peace, he always was that grumpy pokerfaced bastard who didn't care about more than his guinea pig. I stayed like this for a couple of minutes, enjoying my view. I never noticed that, but he has a pretty handsome face and a sexy body. 

FUCK! I'm an idiot. I get up and take silently pick up my clothes that laid on the floor and put them back on. I did everything fast but carefully since I didn't want him to wake up. When I got my pants back on, I go out of his room and look back at the bed before closing the door behind myself. I take careful steps in the dark hallway to not wake up anybody in the household. At the end of the hallway were steps, which I hoped that they wouldn't be the kind of steps that would creak under my weight ( even though it's not much). Thanks to my luck, I got to the door completely silent. I opened the door and the cold breeze suddenly clenched onto my body. I shut the door behind me and start to walk to my house. 

It's a bit far so I sink into my thoughts while getting past the neighborhood. I tried to remind myself of everything from last night. I remember that we got out of Bebe's party through a window and that we went to Craig's house and fucked. I don't remember everything because I was drunk as fuck. I can't even remember who topped. 

I can't imagine Craig as a bottom but the thought of having him under me, made me feel really hot all of a sudden. But I can't think of him that way! He has Tweek and he was probably drunk af to start to make out with me anyway. That thought hurt for some reason but I don't want to dig too deep in it or else I'm gonna probably regret it. I don't want to get my ass in trouble again because of my fucking feelings. 

I fuck almost every day with somebody and then while they don't look I take their money. It's like getting paid for it, so I am basically a man whore but I do it to have money to support Karen. She is smart and gonna do something good out of her life, I just want to be the person to support her. And I am ready to give up my life possibilities. 

My problem is that I catch feelings way too fast and that brings me to a lot of trouble. I once fucked a drug dealer, we exchanged the goods. I fucked him and he gave me free weed. But I also meet him outside of our „business" to just hang out, I had a crush on him for a while, but then the police got involved when he did illegal stuff and I got asked by these dogs about him. For his luck, I kept his ass safe and he still gives me weed but I got it for free now because if it wasn't me his ass would be in jail now.

 The thought of him made me want to smoke now. I reach to the pocket of my parka and try to find a box of cigarettes. The pockets of my parka felt so empty and that's when I realized that I forgot my phone at Craig's house. I course under my nose and walk to the entrance of my disintegrating house. 

As I open the door I can already smell the cheap booze that my parents always drink. I close the door behind me and see my mother past out on the couch. My father wasn't in the household since he had to make some money. I get carefully up the stairs that made a noise under my weight. In the hallway, I carefully open the door of Karen's room and see her calm sleeping face. That sight made me smile a bit. I close the door and get to my broke down room. 

Craig POV

I woke up with the sun shining in my face. I groan lazily and turn myself around to hide my face from the light.  After a couple of minutes, I open my eyes and look around my messy room. I notice that my clothes are all over my floor, which reminded me that there should be a second person in the bed. I get fast to a sitting position and look all around my room. But there was no sign of Kenny.
"Fuck" I course while sliding my hand through my hair. I messed up, I cheated on Tweek and let out my urges on Kenny. Well, he is the biggest whore in town but he also was drunk that night and everybody does stupid shit while being intoxicated. And I kissed him first which doesn't make things better.
Even though I don't really know him, the feeling of guilt is visiting me. But if I would've said that it felt bad, then I would've been lying.

I let out a loud sigh and let myself drop back on my pillow. While I looked at the ceiling, I thought about last night. 

I remember that Clyde, Token, and I finished playing our last song and left the stage. Token and I went to get some drinks. I went to drink alone because Clyde was making out with Bebe and Token was playing a game with the others. I would like to hang out with my boyfriend but parties were too much pressure for him so he stayed at home. Later on, Kenny bumped into me since he was drunk he barely could stand. We talked a little and went for a smoke. But then-

The ringing of my phone forced me away from my thoughts. I take my phone from my nightstand and groan annoyed, seeing the name Clyde on the screen. "What do you want?" I immediately mutter when I start the call. "Hello to you too Craig, emm where the fuck are you?" I hear Clyde sigh. " At my house? In my bed? Why is that?" I ask confused not knowing what he meant. "Well, it's Saturday and we have our band practice as always at 2 pm" after he said that I look on the screen and see that its 3:30 pm. "Shit" I course annoyed and end the call. After that, I get up fast, take some random clothes from my closet, and put them on as fast as I can. I had black ripped jeans on and a blue star wars sweatshirt. I take my phone and hat from the nightstand and run out of my room. " Where are you going?" I hear Tricia yelling in the hallway after me. "Band practice! Don't bother me" I reply irritated while already being in front of the door and putting my jacket on. "When will you come back?" my mother asks me out of the kitchen. "Don't know" I shortly respond and flip her off before opening the door and walking to the garage.

I open the door of my car and sit on the driver's seat. Before I start the vehicle, I take a cigarette box and a lighter out of my jacket and light up a cigarette. After I've taken a drag, I drive to Tokens house which is quite far. I pass by the neighborhood while hearing ,,Smells Like Teen Spirit" on the radio. Somehow it reminded me back to Kenny. Ahhhh why is my head trying to keep him up all the time?! I mean he is kinda hot and hella good in BJ's but I have a boyfriend and I love him as a good boyfriend should do. But do I? I'm still only with him because of the Asian girls in our school but I guess while growing up we turned pretty gay to each other, so guess we are a real couple now.

With the lights, it's less dangerous

The singing of Kurt Cobain wakes me up from my thoughts. I am arriving at Tokens driveway, take my car keys, and go out of the car. Before stepping to the door, I let the finished cigarette fall to the ground and I step on it making it flat.

I press the doorbell and wait for somebody in the household to respond.

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I'm sorry for the Chapter being so boring, I actually planned to write more but I thought you are waiting long enough for this chapter so I'm gonna do the next chapter more interesting. 

I also want to give you guys a big thank you for making this story on 13th place in Crenny hashtag, that means a lot to me. 

Okay, I hope so far you like the story and feel welcome to give me some feedback in the comments. 

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