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Pathetic

Bon's Pov

Rin and I started walking to his dorm together. It was awkward silence.
   
When Rin and I arrived at his dorm, we went to the bathroom and he sat on the toilet.

I get the first ad kit and get out the rubbing alcohol.

"This may sting."

Rins POV

When Bon put the running alcohol on my skin it stung but I deserved it.
I let out a little grunt from pain the hear Bon say, "sorry."

"For what?" I say back to Bon confused

"Idk, I just feel like it's my fault for this." Bon tells Rin looking down.

"What- No it's not you're fault, it's my actions. Don't blame yourself!" I kinda yelled the last part.

"I know, it's just that I'm such a dick to you sometimes." Bon said

Bons Pov

I grab some wrap to put on Rins wounds.

"Yeah, but that's only because I'm an asshole to you too." I hear Rin say.

I don't say anything and just wrap his arm. He then stands up and I bring him into an embrace.

I don't know why I'm hugging Rin it just felt right at the moment. I then feel him hug me back.

Rins POV

I stand up and Bon starts hugging me. It takes me a moment to understand what's going on, so then I hug him back. Tightly. I don't know why it felt.....right.

"Hey Bon." I say still hugging him.

"Yeah, what is it?" Bon says

"I'm getting tired." I tell Bon as I yawn.

"Uh....did you wanna take a nap?" Bon says calmly.

"Yeah." I say breaking our hug and walking to my bed.

"Uhhh....did you wanna sleep in my bed next to me?" I think I blushed a little.

"S-Sure." Bon gets in next to me. He actually went to sleep easily.

I felt him cuddle me. I started blushing and the fell asleep.

Rins dream

I feel like I've been walking in circles in these woods for hours. I then see Yukio........I felt relieved

"Hey Yukio!" I say waving and smiling.

"You are useless Rin, you can't do anything. You are so ugly. No one likes you. You are a burden to everyone. YOU SHOULD GO KILL YOURSELF!!!!"

What. What the fuck. So many thoughts ran through my head at one.

"Y-Yukio?" I felt a tear begin to fall down my face.

"Ahaha look at you, you are pathetic. You can't even control your emotions and cry. How lame."

"Y-Yukio." I cry

I see him take his gun out and shoot me. After that I jolt awake sweating and crying.

Then I feel a hand on my shoulder.