Dear dairy, this is the first time I have actually had a dairy and I fucking hate it. My hand already hurts. So let's get straight to the point of how I got here. So my old man died and it was really traumatic for me so the dumbass four eyes thought it would be good for me to have a therapist. It fucking sucks and I'm ashamed of it but it helps I guess. And that's how I got this shitty diary. My therapist said told Yukio was hiding something from her and it was something that has been probably bothering me. Which I have kept something from everyone. After she told Yukio that she suggested that I should get a dairy to write down all of my feelings. So of course after my therapy appointment was over Yukio just have to force me to get one. So here I am now. Oh by the way the thing that I have been hiding from everyone is the I haven't been taking those stupid antidepressants. I know it's not that big of a secret but if Yukio found out he would kill me. I have to take those pill because I have always suffered from depression it's just after my old man died it's been worse I also started cutting again after he died. Now that Yukio found the out by walking in on me self harming in the bathroom about a month ago he does daily checkups on my arms I still do it and I can't stop. Yukio is even more worried and he thinks I am taking those pills. I will probably try to take them tomorrow. Welp bye I'm tried.
~Rin
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De Todowell its Rin X Bon and there is possibly smut I guess its angsty but cute idk haven't started writing yet Tw Self harm depression and bad thoughts
