𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗠𝗜𝗘𝗦 ; Draco Malfoy

𝗦𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡

Shhhh it's me

                    "Who the hell are you?"
I say looking down to the brunette boy that had fallen against my door.
He stumbled standing up and when he collected his papers he fixed his uniform.

"Oh u-um hi my name is Julian" he said and offered me his hand.
"You're in the wrong room, this is the girls dormitories" i said ignoring his hand as he lowered it.
"Ah sorry for disturbing I thou- um forget it it's fine have a lovely day" and he left the room.
I was still in shock
Why would he go to the girls side.....it's obviously different than the boys.
But I decided to ignore the thought and carry on fake sleeping to ignore Hermione and her.

After what felt like hours I fell asleep.
I didn't really dream anything last night, my mind was just blank. I always dreamed something, either good or bad there was always a dream. But this night was just different.

It was a cold and dark night, unlike the usual warm and comfy dreams in this dorm.
I woke up feeling tired and empty.
What is happening
I thought to myself. This wasn't normal.
I got ready for school and went downstairs.

I didn't want to go inside the Great Hall and see everyone so I skipped breakfast and went straight to class.
I sat down in my desk, waiting for Snape to start Potions class. It was my least favorite class since we had to share it with the Slytherins, especially one of them, Malfoy.

I was just laying on the desk, almost falling asleep when I saw him.
How long had he been standing there
He was looking at me this whole time.

I quickly sat up and when he noticed he looked away, staring at his books and sat down, still not even glancing at me.
It was awkward, but I decided to ignore his piercing stares and looks for the whole entire class.

Stella and I still hadn't talked, it was like she's avoiding me but I'm doing the same to her. What she said was rude and cruel and unfair, just because of a stupid boy that doesn't even care for her.
I was walking to the library when I saw him and a girl.
He was leaning against the wall kissing her.
They were making out
He cupped her face and kissed her roughly grabbing her back.
Even though I hated him.... I was....jealous

I just stood there staring at them in shock and disbelief with my fists clenched at my sides. Lips tightened and jaw clenched.
And he looked at me, but instead of stopping he kissed her more. Pulling her to him and kissing her. Not breaking eye contact with me while doing so.

I was hurt

I turned around and ran out of the hallway, trying to keep my tears from falling but I couldn't stop them.
I felt the warm tears streaming down my face.
I was trying not to sob because I knew it would be noticeable.
I finally arrived in a little broom cabinet and went inside. Hands hugging my knees, crying against the wall in the floor.

I let it all out

All the feelings I had been keeping inside and bottled up. Everything I had been ignoring and smiling through. I cried there for hours. Thinking about all that has happened in the past few months.
When I was done it was already dark out. Probably about 7-8 a clock.
I also skipped dinner, I hadn't eaten in a day. I ignored my hunger. I just didn't want to see anyone at the moment.
I'm alone in the common room, staring at the fireplace when a familiar boy sat down next to me.

"Well hello again" he spoke
"Hi it was....Julian! Right?" I said
"Yeah Julian, I didn't get to properly introduce myself that night....sorry"
"Oh it's ok don't worry, mistakes happen" I told him with an assuring look
"So what are you doing in Hogwarts at this time of the year"

"Oh well I transferred from my old school because of some.....problems"
"Ok and what school did you transfer from?"
"Um I prefer not to say" he said looking at the floor
"Oh....well I'm y/n y/l/n, I didn't get your last name"
"Oh it's Riddle, Julian Riddle"

My heart sank
"R- riddle?" I said backing away from him
"Don't worry, I'm not like my father.....he's not even worthy of being called a father"
"Let me explain, my mother dated this boy from her class when she was here...at Hogwarts. She fell pregnant right before she graduated. After she graduated and had me...my father left and became The Dark Lord"

"I'm so sorry I didn't know I-"
"It's fine, don't worry"
We talked the whole night. About everything from his father to mine. It was like 11 a clock already. All students had gone to bed.
Julian helped me hide from Hermione and Stella. Strangely, they both came separately. Never looked at each other once.
Did Hermione hear about what happened?

I said my goodbyes to Julian and went up to my room. It was hard to sneak in but I managed to go to bed without waking them up, or so I thought.
I was showering when I heard someone enter the room. I looked out the shower curtain but didn't see anyone. So I ignored it and kept showering. A couple of minutes later I finished and put a towel around me. I wiped the mirror and I saw the reflection of someone behind me. I turned around and he grabbed my mouth and arms.

"Shhhhh it's me" he whispered
I could smell his cologne and minty breath
Draco Malfoy
"What are you doi-"
He grabbed my mouth again and pushed me against the wall. I got butterflies at this.
We stayed there for a while, his touch sizzling my skin and sending goosebumps down my spine. I felt his breath in my face and his eyes bore into mine. It was an unforgettable moment. I couldn't breath anymore because of the pressure. He was leaning in closer about to kiss when-

"What are you doing here" Hermione shouted at him.
"Get out of here or I'll tell the headmaster" she shouted again and he ran out giving me one more look before leaving.
"Are you ok?" She asks hugging me
"Did he hurt you or anything?"
"No, ok fine he just stood there, I don't know why"
"Why had you been avoiding me" she asks
"Is it because of what happened with Ste-"
"No, no it's not I just....didn't want to see anyone"
"Sorry"

"It's fine I understand, just stay away from Malfoy. You haven't been and I know it"
"I'm sorry, I don't want to be around him but I can't don anything about it"
"I know it's not your fault I just want what's best for you ok?"
After that we both went to bed but I couldn't sleep thinking about what just happened. He went into my room for me, that must mean something. But again he's a bad person and has horrible intentions all the time.

I was just confused so I decided to sleep it off and finally fell asleep.