𝗘𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧

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I- just save it

I haven't eaten in days. So much stuff happening at the same time destroyed me, making me unmotivated and tired. I've stopped talking that much with friends, not really talking to anyone.

The only good thing right now is that after all I haven't dropped my grades. Instead I've improved them because was the only thing I was focused on.

"Are you sure you're ok y/n......you've been very quiet this whole time and I'm worri-"

"I'm fine Hermione"
I cut her off, sounding a bit ruder than I intended so I reply with a fake smile.

"I'm just tired that's all" she slowly nods ok and continues talking with our friends.

Stella is no where to be seen, probably in Jacob's room and hanging out with him.
God she's so blind
I thought to myself

But she's- well was your friend...
But she insulted you......
But she did look for you

I kept thinking before I literally told myself to shut up.

I was so lonely. I called friends from out of school but they were all in class.

I texted Hermione but she was hanging out with Harry And Ron, I didn't want to barge in and annoy them so I didn't go with them.

I walked around the halls looking to see if there was anyone to talk to but.....they were empty.

Everyone was either in their rooms or in other peoples rooms. I had no one to go to, or talk to.

Is this what it feels like to have no friends?

No, you have plenty
Yeah but the they're never there
They have people more important to talk to
But am I not important to them
Yes but they have others
So I don't matter

You do just not right now
So I don't
No, you do
But they don't show it
I don't matter to them

All these thoughts came into my head and I just leaned against a wall and cried, not caring who would see me.

When what felt like hours passed by. I went into the bathroom and cleaned myself up.

When I heard Moaning Myrtle
she chuckled at my sight

"Have you been crying?" She asks with a pout then bursts out laughing.

I didn't respond
"Awwww cat got your tongue?" She sneered
And I just ignored her and walked out with confidence.
Letting my hair swing and my head up high.

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