i didnt love u but u didnt look it

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u said it, i heard it. i asked it, u confirmed it. that was that. we joked about it cus, rn i am too." i swear its in secrecy" then u said "i wanna keep it a secret" i nodded and that was that. its not that i think its gross. i am one. its my internalized fear and hatred, believe me. its not directed at u. i havent had the best past with telling the truth, or secrets, but ik that i am reliable. i didnt tell when i was on the swings with her. it hurt when she said her crush was in the window there. idk who u like, but idc. stay safe buddy. i just dont want u to b hurt in the end. im sure he will b nice. and i hope i can get her to like me. 

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