Chapter 1

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NEAVEAH POV

January 5 2020
10:00pm
Saturday

"mariah you need to come with me this nigga aint shit look at your fucking eye" I yell as she begs me not to kill this nigga. Over and over again i try to tell her to leave and everytime we end up in this same position

"NEAVEAH DON'T YOU GET IT!I LOVE HIM I ALWAYS HAVE JUST BECAUSE YOH HAVEN'T BEEN IN LOVE DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO DRAG ME FROM IT I JUST-....he loves me neaveah i know he does he just has a lot of stress on him right now" she says calming down but I couldn't calm down everytime I looked at her eye I wanted to kill this nigga.She says ion know what it feels like to be in love,but lil did she knows the person I want I can't have.
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I woke up to my head banging and my breathing heavy. I had been having the same fucked up ass dream since Mariah called me crying asking me to come get her because Andre had hit her again.I didn't understand why she protected this nigga as much as she did but it was getting old fast.Anyways after I got myself together I got out the bed going into the bathroom looking myself in the mirror and sheaking my head" this shit is getting old king" I say to myself as I grabbed my toothbrush. How could me a fucking kingpin be fucking sprung over a women who is so naive,sexy,confident,smart funny,and thick."damn it im doing it again fuck" I spit the toothpaste out grabbing my face wash and washing my face.For the past 10 years I had wanted this girl but I couldn't have her cause she fell in love wit a nigga that didn't give two fucksabout her.At first I thought it wasn't gonna last but five months turned into five years and after that I knew she would prolly never let this nigga go.Sadly this waiting game was bull shit and I hated it....but im in love with her and I don't know what to do.I shake my head and goes into my shower turning it on and waiting for the water to warm when it did I got in stayed in there for a good hour trying to wash the thoughts of her out my head but they wouldn't go. After that i got out I went to put on some sweats and a tank top but as I was getting dressed I got a call. The contact read " Day One💙" and I picked it up

Phone Call

" wassup" I ask as I sat on the couch rolling a blunt.The line was silent for a minute before she spoke up

"Neaveah can you come get me" she ask the words I didn't want to hear this early in the morning. I sighed

"why Mariah wassup wit you,you straight" I ask expecting her to tell me then and there but she didn't instead she said

"Neaveah please just answer the question " she says and I sigh as I finish rolling the blunt

" Yea, where you at" I ask getting up and grabbing my keys sliding my feet into my slides and going to get into my car and lighting the blunt waiting for her answer.

" im on Crenshaw Street at the coffee shop across from the mall called maples place" she says and by the sound of her voice I knew she wasn't in a good mood and was sad or upset about something.

" ight ill be there in a lil bit sit tight" I say hanging up and the cycle begins me going to safe her just for her to go back to this nigga in a few days but I wasn't worried I had learned to just expect.

I drive to the coffee shop and parks the car seeing her sitting alone through the window.I texted her to come out and I seen her look up and through the window seeing my car and getting up grabbing her stuff then coming out and comes to the car getting in.

" Where am I taking you?" I ask and she shakes her head

"can we just go back to the house I'm tired and my head hurts" she says keeping her face turned away from me.I noticed this so I grabbed her chin gently making her look at me as I inspected her face seeing the big ass bruise on her cheek and left eyes and hand marks on her neck. I take a deep breath not saying a word as I put the car in drive and starts our journey back to the crib

" Neaveah know you see the marks but it was-" I cut her off knowing exactly what she was finna say

" was what? an accident" I say looking at her for a quick moment then turning back to the road not hearing another word from her" yea thats what I thought" I say and shake my head stopping to get some breakfast for the both of us

When we got to the house I helped her out and grabbed the food and went in the house I gave her hers and she went directly upstairs to my room I followed her.She took her shoes off and her jeans leaving her in only her shirt and her thong. I chuckled and shook my head as she climbed in the bed.

" whats funny" she ask stuffing a piece of waffle in her mouth

" you. " i say getting in the bed besides her and turning the TV on grabbing my food

"what about me?" she ask looking at me with a smirk

" you getting real comfortable wit me,how you just gon come in here and just get naked" I ask looking at her making her turn her head and giggle

" I'm not naked I have clothes on" she says smiling and eating some of her hashbrowns

"your not?" I say leaning over slapping her ass" that says otherwise " I say laughing but getting slapped in the back of my head

" don't slap my ass and expect not to get hit back" she says seriously but I could see her trying to hold the smirk back

" girl I will tackle your ass hit me again"I say moving my food to the night stand and looking at her as she does the same

" do it then since you so- NEAVEAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING" she screams as I tackle her ass and and pin her down while I tickle her hearing her laugh was music to my ears

" o-ok Neaveah stopppp"she says through laughter and I finally stop and let her up

"told you I would but you aint wanna listen to nobody " I say getting my food and eating again

"you get on my damn nerves...but I love you"she says and I swear it was like all the joking was put to the side.I looked at her then back at the tv

" i love you too" I say smiling thinking she was just saying it like we always say it....as best friends

" no neaveah I mean I really love you" she says and I stop eating once again and shake my head

" you don't Mariah don't say shit you don't mean" I say not believing her

" neaveah im serious I love you....i always have I was just scared of letting myself believe that I did. reasons on why I go back to a nigga that beats on me knowing I have you...a wonderful,sexy,funny,and genuine person who cares enough to pick up the phone everyday just to say hey just checking if your alive I love you neaveah I do" she says and I just didn't know how to take it so I asked the only question that came to mind

" How do i know your not playing with me? How do I know you not gonna go back to him? How do I know you really love me like I love you?" I asked and she smiled grabbing my face and pulling me to her into a passionate kiss

" you just have to trust" she says looking into my eyes. There it was the thing I had been wanting for 10 years and I finally had it...right

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Hi my loves Hope you guys like it I did my best but im prolly gonna go over it a million times but if you do like it this way then give it a like🥰🥰until the next chapter byeeeeee

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