Over the past three months me and Mariah had been rocky she was being distant and very sneaky like hiding her phone when I walked in the room or when she got a call she would leave the room she didn't even talk to me anymore it was really making my heart heavy because i planned to marry this girl and she's acting like this I just wanted to know the reason.Today I was gonna take her out on a romantic date on the beach and hopefully we could talk about what's going on with her and if needed I would fix myself up as well.
I walked into our room to see her laying on the bed on her phone. In nothing but my t-shirt and some panties it made my heart smile to see what she was wearing but I couldn't get distracted right now
"Baby can I ask you something "I asked I didn't wanna be rejected by my own girlfriend shit I wasnt even sure if she was still mines
"What neaveah? " she says in a tone I didn't like it sounded like she was pissed and hated me. I sighed and looked at her
"Look I know me and you been kinda rocky lately so I wanted to make it up to you by taking you on a date...if you will except it" I say the last part under my breath making her stop what she's doing and look at me
" fine, we can go on a date I need to show and tell you something anyways" she says and I smile coming to kiss her cheek
" get ready princess and meet me downstairs" I went to grab me a outfit and wait for her to come downstairs.After a good hour she came downstairs looking fine as always
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"Damn baby you look gorgeous " I grab her hand spinning her around only for her to gently pull away from me but I brushed it off
"Thank you,you look good as well can we get going" she ask and I nod fixing my hair
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I open the car door for her as we had just arrived at the beach I had this all set up in advance but I also wasn't sure if she was gonna say no im just glad I didn't waste my time or money on this because it would have broke me if she would had said no
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" Do you like it" I asked her as she hadn't said anything but even after that she stayed silent and I closed my eyes taking a deep breath only for my nose to be hit with her vanilla yet honey like scent and her soft plump lips to land on mines
" I love it neaveah its very beautiful... you did all this for me" she asks as we walk to that table and I pull her chair out for her to sit down
" of course I did, I noticed we haven't been connected lately and I just wanted to take a day where we could just talk amongst ourselves " I say grabbing her hand and kissing the back of it while I stared at her beautiful brown eyes that had just a little sparkle in them from the light
" you really love me dont you" she says in a soft tone while putting her hand on my cheek
" baby im in love with you I have been ever since we met ion ever wanna lose you cause if I do ill lose myself" I was being honest if I lost Mariah I would be so hurt and wouldn't know how to move on
She smiled but it faded slowly I ordered our food and drinks and we set back having a good conversation and for a moment I really thought I had my baby back I loved seeing her smile it could bright up anyone's day and she knew it I feel she knew the power she held over me she was the only girl that had ever made me this way and I didn't mind i was head over heels and I wanted to stay that way. When we were finished I was about to get up so we could leave but she grabbed my arm making me stop and look at her.
"whats wrong baby?" I ask seeing the hesitation in her actions regret and guilt ran through her features and I could see the wheels in her head turning I sighed knowing this was about to be some bullshit
"Neaveah I-...i have something to tell you" she says and I nod giving her a look to go on" about two months ago I started talking to Andre....again and one thing lead to another and I cheated on you and now im two months pregnant with his child" she says softly as she held her head down playing with her fingers. I closed my eyes taking a few deep breathes so I didn't go off I looked out at the peaceful ocean and then back at Mariah
" ill never fully have you no matter what I do or say you will never love me the way I love you and I get that but you could have came and told me you didn't have to cheat" I say with a cold voice i was going back to my old ways and i felt it I got up and went to the car waiting for her not opening her door like i usually do when she finally got the courage she came to the car and got in I pulled off driving getting on the highway when we got home i went to my office slamming the door behind me I just couldn't understand what this nigga had that i didn't but I guess I can't compare to a nigga that puts his hands on a female huh? I was getting angry and not just a little angry either I mean full on rage I open the door to my office going upstairs and finding her in the bed
" get up and pack your stuff" I tell her in the meanest,coldest voice ever I was hurt but I wasn't gonna show her that
" w-what a-...are you putting me out" she ask tears threatening to fall
" no since you wanna be with Andre im taking you to him I'm sick of this shit im sick of trying to prove my love to someone who clearly doesn't deserve it I'm tired of being hurt because you can't see that something good is right in front of you, you aren't gonna learn until my heart goes to another person and I pray and hope that when she does come along that it cuts you so deep the blood never stops now Pack.Your.Shit" I growl I was beyond hurt and pissed and I just wanted her out of my sight before I did something stupid she did as told quietly crying but I didn't give a fuck when she was done I picked her stuff up and took it to the car waiting for her to come out she did still crying and we started our journey to Andre's.When we got there I stopped the car and grabbing her chin pulling her to me and placing the most passionate kiss on her lips and pulling away looking into her eyes
" get outta my car" i say lowly putting both hands on the steering wheel she sighed knowing I wasn't playing with her right now she got out got her stuff and went to the door I sped off letting my emotions hit me hard i went to the one place I knew I could get my emotions off my chest
I pulled up at the abandoned beach no one knew about there was a small cave that I liked to come and think or just take sometime to myself it was my little resting area. I sat there looking at the water crying getting mad all over again
This time I knew it was time to let go it was time to stop hurting...God what does it have to hurt so much.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sorry it took so long for the update I jusg wasnt feeling it but im back thx for reading my loves💙💙
