Bottom! Alastor one-shots!

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   So you're back together again are you? Isn't that just splendid? I'm so happy for you, the three V's back together again, how lovely. At least that's what I'll tell you, but in truth I know what'll happen. He'll break your heart again, and once again it'll be up to me to pick up the pieces, but you'll still take him back when he ask for it. You truly are a foolish man my love, you break hearts just as easily as he breaks yours, ah what I wouldn't do to be with you like he is. Darling how I wish you knew how much I adore you.

   Ah, but I suppose you wouldn't care for my affections now would you? No you only have eyes for him, that dastardly moth that sees you nothing more then a walking lamp. Perhaps I am simply being jealous, how silly, me, jealous. Who would have ever thought that I, the radio demon, would ever be jealous? I most certainly never would have thought of it, and yet as I watch you walk away with him, I feel a hurricane of emotions swimming through me to a sickening degree, and among them is jealousy. Yet despite all these feelings I continue smiling as you look back at me, you look so happy with him as you wave back at me, but weren't you happy with me as well?

   I remember the first time this started, we just so happened to be on the same street, and I could see that awful sadness in your eyes. You know how I am dear, I simply hate to see a frown, so I started telling you all the dad jokes I could think of until I could get you to laugh, and finally, you did! That was when our little friendship began, when I decided to be your emotional support after that moth left you in the dust, to be the one to keep you on your feet while you tried to contain yourself. Oh darling, please tell me you had just as much fun together as I did, I wouldn't be able to bare knowing that our time together was not well spent. Vox my dearest, if only you knew that every time he said he loved you, I was saying I love you as well, but such words could never hope to escape my mind, for you are his again.

   Oh pity, he broke your heart again? Come now my friend, get out of the rain, surely all that water couldn't be good for you my dear. I pull you inside, everyone knows what's happened, and everyone knows what will happen again, it never seems to change. I've been lashing out lately, lost my temper quite a few times, earned quite a few glares from Husk and Vagatha, but I couldn't possibly care about such things. I simply don't understand what's come over me, I have never been like this before, but every time I hear either of your names I do it again. Their eyes have since turned sympathetic, as if I am the one to be pitied, I am not the pitiable one here.

   Charlie approached me, she said she felt we needed to talk about my recent behavior, but I declined, I declared there was nothing to talk about. The darling wouldn't relent, it seems that everyone knows my true feelings for you, she can see I'm lashing out because of how much loving you hurts, but she doesn't even know a fraction of this pain. Yet I broke down then, the emotions flooding my body until they finally leaked from my eyes, only growing worse over time. Charlie-bless her soul-held me close as I tried desperately to keep my smile, it has never been so painful to smile before, but it's become more difficult as the days go by. Charlie tells me it's alright to feel hurt, that it's ok to feel sad and defeated in a situation like this, that there's nothing wrong with being upset, oh what a naive girl she is.

  Now you're back together again, I wonder if this cycle will ever stop? This endless cycle that breaks you to pieces, and is tearing me apart. Darling please, please realize that this is not what you deserve, you deserve more then a man that can only abuse and use you. Ah, but this is hell, I suppose you believe you don't have many other options, do you my love? I suppose I'll be wait for your next break up then, so I can comfort you and we can have fun together, I can get my hopes up that you might realize how I feel for you, only to have my heart broken all over again. I suppose I ask for this, I live for the heartbreak, ache for the heartache, yearn for the anguish, yet I wish so dearly for things to change.

   This isn't the change I wished for, yet I suppose I should be happy for you yes? You two look so happy together darling, almost like those countless breakups never happened. I tell you these tears of mine are from joy for you, yet I feel the others eyes staring at me, I can feel their pity breaking through my barring. I agreed to be your best man, so I wait at the end of the alter for your arrival, even Lucifer looks at me with such a sympathetic face, I can feel my chest constricting as the hurricane returns again. I couldn't stay, I'm sorry my dear friend, but I couldn't stay any longer. I locked myself in my room, I wallowed in my misery as I knew I let you down, I could never hope to make it up to you my love, I hope you'll be happy with him.

   It's been several months, yet you still haven't returned, are you truly so upset with me? Ah, but I haven't heard anything of you two breaking up either, don't tell me you two are getting along? I couldn't possibly believe that. Tomorrow, tomorrow I will send a shadow to check on you, to make sure you're ok. For now it is late, and I am much to tired from crying and working, I've been missing you since that day darling. This bed feels so cold, my heart feels heavy in my chest, it swells with desperation to be by your side, until I awake. I hope to see you safe, sound, and happy, even if it's not with me my love.

Lucifer closes the maroon book laying beside the heartbroken deer, Lucifer felt such pity for the unfortunate soul, he could no longer bare to watch his suffering. He had spoke it over with Charlie, and though it pained her truly, they agreed that this was for the best, Vaggie holding the crying princess as they prepared for what was to be done. Lucifer twist his wrist as he raised his holy spear over the demons body, with one swift thrust the spear was lodged through the deer demon, killing him before he even had the chance to feel pain. The demons body disappears, leaving only a red soul behind, to which Lucifer gently cradled it in his hands. Lucifer flew back to his castle, ignoring everyone as he strove to the garden and planted the soul in the garden. One day, Lucifer returned to the garden only to see a fawn in the place of Alastor's souls, the fawn saw the king and tried to scramble away, only to fall as its legs were unsteady. Lucifer chuckled fondly as he slowly approached the fawn, gently petting his head. "Welcome back Alastor".

   Through this time Vox had realized Alastor's feelings towards him, and he tried desperately to find him. He tried all of Alastor's favorite places, asked all of Alastor's friends, only to receive glares or he screamed at, he supposed he earned those reactions. Finally he stopped at the hotel, he wasted no time as he checked Alastor's office and his room, only to find him not there, Vox was now thoroughly desperate and asked around again. Charlie burst into tears again, making him even more confused until Husk finally spoke up, tears obviously struggling to escape his eyes. "Al is dead you shit lord, after all that heartbreak ya put him through Lucifer decided ta put him out of his fuckin' misery" Husk mumbled. Vox fell to his knees as the realization sunk in, this was all his fault, he'd hurt Alastor to many times, and now he was gone.