HueningKai texted me after his first concert. He's doing so well. I'm so proud of him. Proud albeit jealous.
I can be jealous if I want. When he's out there living my dream and I'm out here working at a clothing store, dancing on a local team for fun, one could see how I can be jealous.
That's exactly why I write here. I express my jealousy and negative feelings here, and then when it comes to real life, I keep all controversial problems inside.
I don't wish to cause conflict. There's no need to fight about something so petty.
Instead, I choose to forget about it when I'm with him because I really am proud of him. I don't mean to feel envy. Instead, I'll just watch him grow and be proud.
Today, I feel: jealous
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Today, I Feel: (Yeonjun X Reader)
FanfictionHow do you feel today? Write about your day in a journal. At the end, summarize your feelings. Today, I feel: Started: December 11, 2020 Ended: December 11, 2020
