I haven't written in a while. A couple of months or so. I gave up.
I didn't think it was working. My frustration got the best of me and I tossed this book in a drawer and practically forgot about it. I went back to the way I was before.
I realized after a while that I didn't like it. I actually was doing better. It felt like a weight had built up on my shoulders over the time I hadn't written. So much guilt. So many feelings. I don't want to repress them anymore.
I think the thought of getting better had scared me because all I knew was having something wrong with me. It scared me.
I realized in my writing hiatus that getting better can be scary. It can be scary, but after it stops being scary, it can feel like a relief. I shouldn't have given up.
Today, I feel: like getting better
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Today, I Feel: (Yeonjun X Reader)
FanfictionHow do you feel today? Write about your day in a journal. At the end, summarize your feelings. Today, I feel: Started: December 11, 2020 Ended: December 11, 2020
