Solo or Together? [L.S coming out short story]

5 - Discussions

Gonna have a Liam Pov, a Niall Pov and a Harry pov! 

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Niall's Pov

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I reached into the bag of chips in my hand, munching on them while I sat on a bean bag, waiting in the recording room. The door creaked open and I looked up, my eyes lighting up as Zayn made his way over. 

"Hi" he sheepishly smiled at me as he sat down, fidgeting with the cuffs of his shirt. 

"Hi Zayn" I looked at him sympathetically, he really must be nervous. "Look Zayn, no one here is mad at you for leaving the band in 2015, we all love you buddy" I smiled at him, offering him some of my chips for once, proving i meant what i said.  

"B-but what about the stuff I said after I left..." his voice is barely audible, his gaze focused on his lap. 

"We forgive you for that too" We both look up to see Harry and Louis coming in, hands separating as Harry moved to sit next to Zayn, resting a hand on his back. "Its all in the past now ok? Yes those things hurt but you didn't mean them did you?" Zayn shook his head, looking up at Harry. 

"Thanks guys." I, along with the 2 others boys tackled him into a hug, laughing to our selves. 

We broke apart as the door opened again, revealing an awkward Liam at the door. 

"Well you joining us or not leeyumm" Louis asks sarcastically from where he's lying down, head rested on Harry's lap. 

"Oh yeah sorry" Liam seems to clear his thoughts before pulling out a note book and pen. 

He sits next to me and I lean over, resting my head on his shoulder to see what he's writing. "One direction plan for reunion..." I read out loud, looking at the other boys. 

"So we're 100% doing a reunion?" I questioned, confused about how we got to that point in time. 

"No we haven't decided just, sorry i was just making notes" Liam shrugged, closing the note book. 

"Well i still have to finish my tour" Harry reminds them, hands playing with Louis' hair. 

'Damn i forgot how cute they were' I think to my self, giggling slightly at the two boys

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Harry's Pov

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I look down at the boy with his head in my lap, humming contently as i run my hands through his beautiful, soft hair. Louis looks up at me, his eyes meeting mine and we smile at each other, before I lean down, pressing a small kiss to his forehead. He closes his eyes, smile never leaving his lips as he purrs softly. How did i get so lucky? The question I ask my self during these moments of pure love and affection. 

"Ok love birds, we have work to do" The words coming out with a bit of resentment. I tear my gaze away from Louis, glaring at Liam who was looking at us with...was that jealousy? 

"Whats your problem today Liam?" Louis questions him, sitting up from my lap, making me quietly whine at the empty space. 

I look over to Zayn who's looking at Liam, "Just because your single doesn't mean they can't be adorably cute" He defends us, causing blush to spread across my face at the choice of words. 

Liam's eyes flash with hurt and he turns away from Zayn, "Sorry, i just want to get this sorted." He mutters.

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Liam's Pov (A/N Im listening to falling and amnesia on repeat while writing this so sorry if the next part is really sad for Liam- im sorry i love u liam) 

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My eyes start to water as i try to hold it together, feeling like I am on the edge of a downward spiral into emptiness. I had something great and its gone. Zayn hates me. I can see it in his eyes when he looks at Gigi its how he used to look at me, now all I see is harsh coldness reflecting the feeling i feel in my heart. Tears have been shed over the break up, but i never truely moved on and this was made clear by the rush of emotions by just seeing his face again. 

"Liam i'm sorry i didn't mean-" Zayn starts reaching out a hand. 

"Just stop Zayn. It's obvious i mean nothing to you anymore." I hiss at him, tears running down my face now, my head screaming at me for crying over a boy that hasn't been 'mine' for 5 years. 

I storm out the door, trying to wipe away the tears on my face as my legs give way and i crumble to the floor, sliding against the wall, pressing my sobbing face to my knees. 

I wish my feelings would just die already, Zayn's over it so why aren't I? Why does my heart do this to me- setting itself up for heart break 

"Liam? Liam can you look at me?" 

Sniffling I lifted my head slightly, clenching my teeth when I see Zayn looking back at me. "Zayn j-just leave me alone"  I say as I stand up, brushing off my tears as i brush past him to go back to the other boys. 

"Oh hi Liam...umm we decided to reunite after Harry's solo tour ends in a month but Zayn won't be doing a reunion tour with us due to his anxiety but he will be recording a new album and doing interviews with us. Also if you ever want to talk I'm here" Niall explains, looking at me as I nod sitting next to him. 

"Thanks Niall, i appreciate it" i give him a small smile, thinking to my self how I'm going to get over Zayn. 

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A/N: Hey guys, gals and non-binary pals! Hope any one who's reading this is enjoying it, please vote and comment if u can =D 

If anyone has any tips on how to improve my writing I'd love to hear them! Anyway next chapter is gonna be a bit longer and all about Larry (angst and fluff) so yeah stay tuned for that! 

Also off topic but tomorrow morning I'm going to Louis' virtual concert!!!! Im so excited!