You Shouldn't Love Me // Jikook FF [COMPLETED✅]

Chap 1

Jungkook pulls off his car on the main road at as much high speed as he can. His sweats dripping down from his curly locks hanging on his forehead and his cheesy smile made him look much more handsome than any other day.

He doesn't cares if he strucks his car to one of the light poles or the shops down the road, the only thing that he cares about for now is the amount of pleasure that he's receiving just by the thrill of getting himself dead.

He drives his car down his garage parking it carefully and walks inside his living room. Throwing his pants on the sofa he sits on it half naked.

It's been quite long since he got him soaked with wine. Maybe because he was busy with his works for the last few weeks.

A pale smrik shines at the corner of his cheeks. He takes up his phone "Come now. I won't wait long, you know very well I don't like waiting right? I'll give you ten minutes. If you won't come by that time, be sure that you won't be able to walk for few weeks."
He hangs up the phone and throws it somewhere on the floor, not caring about if it breaks. He can buy some twenty like that anyways.

After half an hour a girl wearing a plain bodycon black dress with a Chanel's black leather handbag comes near his door.

Jungkook still half naked is laying in the sofa with his legs crossed and his hands covering his face.

That girl comes inside his living room and seeing him in that way she licks her bottom lip showing a little greed in her eyes.

Feeling her presence Jungkook pulls up his head. "You're twenty minutes late." Finishing his sentence he sits up on the sofa with a killing smrik on his face and a daddy manspread.
"What you waiting for? do I have to say you?"

The girl throws her bag on the floor and walks towards him in mincing steps.
He pulls her down by her hands and with a sound of a deep breath Jungkook feels the whole bunch of sudden warmth all over his length. He throws back his head slightly twitching and gulping down the pleasure. He grabs a handful of her hair and pushes her head towards him to let his length more inside of her mouth.

He can hear the low crying moans from her as if she's calling for help and telling him to stop as he continues hitting the back of her throat with his member's tip more harshly each and everytime.

Even after some minutes like this he starts feeling weird as his pleasures keeps increasing but no sign of his pleasure coming to peak.

Getting more angry he pulls his dick out of her mouth and pulls her up by her hair.Switching their positions he attacks her neck like an animal sucking down the whole of the skin making her moan like an injured cat.

He doesn't cares about how much pain she's in. He just likes the fact she's trembling and so powerless under him. He shoves his d*ck inside her after a few strokes inside her hole with his manly long fingers.

The room gets filled with her moans but for Jungkook it was all meaningless. His  pleasures were high  but still something's up and after sometime he feels nothing. He can see lot of blood tripping down her thighs. He smriks thinking about something in his mind.
That's why he loved fucking virgins so much. Just so pure and simple and perfect. Though he made sure they were matured enough but most of the girls he called in needs to be virgin that is his all time demand.

Everything slows down after sometime as she falls asleep on the sofa. Jungkook goes to the kitchen and pours down some red wine in a glass and starts drinking it.

He wakes up in the morning laying on his king sized bed naked. He gets off from his bed and stands infront of the mirror praising his perfect body. He looks at his face closely and cleans off the red wine that was still dripping from his mouth.
He feels a little bit weird with the taste of the wine. "Did I eat her out too yesterday? Why is the wine tasting so werid?" He shrugs and goes to the bathroom for taking a bath.

"Good morning Sir." Jungkook's manager greets him as he enters his office cabin.

"Good morning" He takes off his jacket and keeps it on the chair.

"Sir, you have a meeting at 10:40 am , need to go to the  hospital to meet your dad at 12:00pm, then you have another meeting with Mr. Yang at 2:00pm and-" his manager's words gets cut off by Jungkook.

"Cancel all the meetings for today. I'm not in a mood for the meetings today." Jungkook picks up the cup of coffee and sips it.

"But sir-"

"No more words you can go now" Jungkook points out the doorway to him and bows for a farewell greet.

The manager follows his orders without saying anything.

"Well did anything happen yesterday?" His manager asks to one of Jungkook's favourite person or should say his one and only friend in his office, Min Yoongi. 

"Ohh Mr. Doong! No I didn't see anything wrong with Jungkook yesterday." Yoongi walks beside Mr. Doong.
"He went out of my home as usual. Just he did in any other days. And mark me he might have even called a prostitute cause he was drunk. And you know many things aren't going right nowadays so.." Yoongi shrugs.

"Yeah that's probable. But he must go to meet his dad at least. He's waiting for his son to come and meet him."

"Yes you are right sir. " Yoongi let's out a sigh. "Don't worry I'll take care of it"

"Appa?" Jungkook sits beside his dad holding his hands.

His dad opens his eyes slowly and gives a warm bright smile. "I know you didn't wanted to come here but thanks  to our Yoongi who made you come here." He says smiling at Yoongi.

Yoongi smiles with a greeting bow and leaves the room, leaving both of them alone to have their conversation.

"Son" he holds Jungkook's hands tightly onto his. "You know I don't have too much time. This is killing me from inside."

Jungkook's eyes already red, now starts dropping tears of pain as his heart aches so badly.
"Nothing will happen to you appa. I'll make it sure that the best doctors of Korea gives you treatment." He hungs his head down to prevent his father from seeing his tears.

"My dear son, whatever I'm suffering from can't be cured with medicines. And I'm afraid-" he looks away. "I'm afraid it's hereditary. I don't want my son to be like this too. So do whatever you want to do to be healthy. Understood?"

Jungkook nods his head as his answer.

He comes out of the room after sometime. His head so heavy and his heart so sinking in pain. All that he can think while driving the car is how he's killing himself already, with the daily dose of pills and drinking and smoking. It's just a part of him now, he can't let it go. Yoongi tells him to go for a councilling, but what's the need to put someone's burden to someone else's and especially when the person doesn't even cares if he lives or dies.

Jungkook chuckles thinking how fucked up his life is.

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