*speeds pov*
it has been three days since I escaped. I haven't slept at all out of terror, every time I hear a door open my heart jumps out of my chest. I can't live like this, every breath I take feels like my last. every step I take I know I'm getting closer to my death. every time I move my scars shoot pain unbearable, I want it to end. I can't stand for too long without my legs giving out. I live in fear. every loud sound makes my breathing get heavy, the sound reverberates around my brain flashes of that awful place fill my vision, I cry out in pain but it doesn't stop. whenever this happened lazuli would hug me tightly, as she was now.
lazuli's grip was tight but I didn't try and fight it. her soothing voice drowned out everything, she would say things like 'everything is fine, we're all here for you' I would believe her. I look down at myself, I used to be scared by barely anything, now the slightest sound brings me through a panic attack. I cry as lazuli tries to soothe the pain. I can't stand this pain. I want it to end...
*lazuli's pov*
every time I see speed like this I want to help but I don't know how. the only thing I can do Is hug him. I feel pathetic. I know how he feels, I went through trauma like his when I was young. I sit by his side at all times and try to make it show that I care about him...
sorry bout short chapter but I dont have much time because Im gonna start a different book and that's gonna take a long time
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what could we be (eeveelution squad)
Fanfictionits an es au were when lazuli speed and flare were fighting cc lazuli had finished the sentence were she was saying that she loves speed.
