"this is the fifth time he's called me." he spoke, looking down at his phone. he stared at the number so familiar, yet he refused to answer.
he wanted nothing to do with hoseok.
he reached over, his jointed fingers pressing the red button. he hung up on hoseok.
sent straight to voicemail.
"you have to talk to him somehow, jin. you can't be ghosting him forever." namjoon, seokjin's best friend spoke up. jin only shook his head, watching as his phone violently vibrated. hoseok was calling him again.
the sixth time now.
"i dont want to talk to him, namjoon.. it hurts to-" "you're not the only one who's hurting, jin. for fucks sake, answer him."
seokjin looked up at his friend, before looking down at the phone screen. he declined the call again. namjoon observed this, and let out a sigh.
"what if he's gone back to cutting?" namjoon asked worridly, sitting down next to seokjin on the bed.
cutting.. something hoseok often did when he was stuck in that dark place. even if he had no energy to do so, he would take the pills prescribed to him, just to give him energy.
energy to slit his skin deep with a pocket knife.
"what if that's the reason he's calling? calling you because he wants you to stop him."
seokjin shook his head. he kept staring down at the phone screen, waiting for another call.
there wasn't a call this time.
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im sorry - 2seok
Fanfiction"please forgive me, its my fault" after a week of no response, he was finally given one, and it made his heart flutter... once again. but, it was too late. "its not your fault, hoseok. i love you." delivered at 1:23 am
