heather - d. kaminari [ ✓ ]

05

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as she walks by
what a sight for sore eyes
brighter than a blue sky
she's got you mesmerized
while i die

why would you ever kiss me?
i'm not even half as pretty
you gave her your sweater
it's just polyester
but you like her better
wish i were
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tw: a little bit of gore, suicide

it has been a few months since you heard the news that denki and jirou are dating. all of those months were absolute hell for you.

since denki was a part of the bakusquad, when jirou and denki announced they were dating, they were always together, 24/7.

you were a part of the bakusquad as well, so you had to watch them constantly be lovey-dovey towards each other.

another reason why it was horrible for you, was because both denki and jirou went to you for relationship advice.

denki did because you were his best friend and he thought it was perfectly fine and normal to talk to their best friend about girls and relationships.

jirou did because she thought you knew denki better than anyone else since you guys used to be very close before they started dating.

it was getting so tiring giving relationship advice to your crush and about your crush, that you just couldn't do it anymore. you were done. you weren't happy, so what's the point of living? yes, it may be petty killing yourself over a boy, but that boy was the person that made you happiest in life. the fact that the one person that kept you going, always made you smile, always caused butterflies to rise in your stomach, always made you feel so warm and fuzzy inside, was taken away from you by someone you thought was undeserving of all his affection and love? it made you sick to your stomach, and you just couldn't do it anymore.

so, you decided it was time to go. to get rid of all your troubles and finally be free again.

at the moment, it was 5 p.m. on a saturday. it wasn't too light out, but it also wasn't too dark out. it wasn't too hot, but it also wasn't too cold. it felt like the perfect time to die in your opinion.

so you got up off of your bed, and you grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. you started writing this:

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dear denki,