Slipping

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I'm slipping and no ones here to catch me
I'm falling and no ones there to pick me up
Bout to crash into the earth and leave a crater
Wish I could be better
Better for you
A better me
But I'm crashing
Juts feel like slashin
Tying a rope around my neck
And take that jump
No purpose
All hope gone
Cos I don't wanna feel no more
No point no more
Cos you're gone
Just want this feeling gone
Just want me gone
Gonna let my demons win
I'm done fighting
No one worth fighting for
No one to help me fight anymore
You say this isn't forever
But it don't feel like that
Feel like you've given up
Up on us
Up on this future we had
If you could hold me
You'd keep me from going under
But your gone
And I'm made to live with it
U know u didn't think
Think what was gonna happen
What was gonna happen to me
To us
You left saying it was for the best
But how's it for the best
When it's like a test
One that your family expect
Expect me to fail
And I'm close to done
Done with the tears
The pain
And there you are perfectly fine
Saying that it's hurting you to
Yet how are you
You seem perfect
I'm the one that's been broken again
What once was being fixed
No longer together
Shattered to a million pieces
No longer able to be mended
Everything's gone

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