selfish

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by extrasmalls

by extrasmalls

                                    
                                              third-person pov:
Lemon was laying on her bed and staring at Priyanka's window even though the curtains were closed when Jan came into her room.
                          "Hey girl," Jan said with a bright smile plastered to her face but as soon as Lemon turned around facing her best friend her smile faded quickly. The blonde had tears streaming down her cheeks and her eyes were red and puffy.
                          "Whoa Lemon why are you crying?" the girl said throwing her arms around the smaller girl and holding her close to herself. Lemon started to sob again and she nuzzled her face into Jan's neck.
"It's ok baby let it out." Jan rubbed her back.
                          "I thin-" she choked down her tears facing Jan and holding her hands.
"Take your time," Jan told her while she rubbed the back of her hand with her thumb.
Lemon took a moment to calm herself and stabilize her breathing.
"I-I think tha-that I like girls?"Lemon choked out.
"That's totally ok." the brunette wiped away the tears from Lemon's face.
"I know but it's just...Priyanka" Lemon let out a breath she didn't know she was holding in.
"What'd she do?" Jan became curious.
"S-she kissed me." Jan's eyes grew wide but she let her best friend finish.
                          "I-I liked it's just..."Lemon took a deep breath.
"I am so selfish b-because I didn't react so she just left and she probably hates me now. A-and she closed her curtains she is probably so mad at me and she will never talk to me again" Lemon said really fast and stumbling over her words.
                          "Baby you are not selfish if somebody is selfish then it's her and why would she be mad at you when she kissed you?" Jan comforted her best friend to which she just nodded.
                          "Listen, Lem, just talk to her when you are ready, ok boo?"
"Yes thank you Jan! I love you so much."Lemon smiled weakly.
"I love you too." Jan swung her hands around the blonde again holding her for a while.
                          "Can we watch Netflix?" Lemon asked.
"This is your house but sure." the brunette laughed.
                          The two girls layed on the blonde girl's bed watching RuPaul's drag race and not worrying about anything or anybody.