Are we back together || Book 1

Phase 4

Hi everyone i can not apologise more for how long it has been since my last chapter i thought i'd have a tone of time free but i ended up being quite busy even though i've been in lockdown anyway have no idea how that happened i thi k the last time i updated was like the 18th of december but before i say anymore i just want to say i hope everyone had a good Christmas and well happy late new year and hello 2021. Hopefully this year will be better than the last. Also i had an idea for a new story shall i start it and have it going at the same time as this one please give me you thoughts i estimate there will maybe about 3 or 4 maybe more chapters left of this fanfic i apologise for it not being very long but who knows i might change my mind and make it longer we will just have to see. Well anyway i will syop rambing now and let you read don't worry this part is quite long so it was worth the wait in my eyes. Last thing i promise as always i will say sorry for any grammar, punctuation errors etc. You know the deal anyway i'll stop now.
Happy reading xxxx

Sam's POV
It was the mornig and i woke up to find Freddie's arms around me. Why did he have to do this to me it was just making me miss him more. I couldn't move though, his grip was really strong but i didn't move i snuggled back down into his arms and went back to sleep.
Cs:"guys wake up", she shouted waking me up.
S:"Carls leave us alone it's too early",
Cs:"guys get up we are all going to the beach so hurry up",
F:"fine", he said getting up but pulling me up with him and releasing me when he realised he was holding me",
F:"sorry",
S:"it's okay and carls what time are we going", i said trying to quickly change the subject.
Cs:"at ten and it's nine thirty so hurry up oh and we are bringing along some of Cat's friends",
S:"okay i'll hurry up i'll go and get dressed now".

Cat's POV
I was so excited we where all going to the beach together and Sam and Freddie where coming to since Sam's ankle was alot better. We where all waiting for beck, jade, tori, andre and robbie to get here so we could head to the beach. Finally they arrived and oh no trinna why was she here.
Cv:"tori why is trinna here",
T:"i know i'm sorry but she just followed me",
Cv:"well as long as you keep her out of Sam and Freddie's way you know trinna has a crush on Freddie but this is going to be there moment",
T:"i will",
Cs "okay everyone into the cars you guys go in becks car and me, sam, freddie, spencer and gibby will go in Spencer's car see you guys there",
Cv: "buy everyone", i said as our car left the apartment complex leaving Sam and her friends/ car behind.

Carly's POV
We where on our way to the beach, sam and Freddie where in the back by themselves squashed in a corner by all the boxes in the back and me gibby and spencer where in the front.

Freddie's POV
I was sat in the back with sam but she
Looked so uncomfortable as she sat there wedged between me and all the boxes. As i watched a few tears roll down her face she shut her eyes tightly to try and escape the tears.

She then looked at me with bright red eyes from trying to hold back tears and i gave her a reassuring smile to let her know i was there and then gently wrapped my arm around her  as she looked at me for reassurence and i gave her a nodd as she placed her head on my shoulder. She then looked up at me and shut her eyes tightly holding back more tears and slightly shifting to nuzzle her head into the crock of my neck and as she did this i felt a few of her tears fall onto my neck. I instantly responded to this and shuffled resting my back against the door so it would be more comfortable for her to lean on me. She then scooted closer lying on my chest and slowly reaching for my hand as i wrapped my arm around her tiny body letting her intwine our fingers together. I then, with my free hand pulled her legs onto my lap to make her more comfortable and she cuddled closer to me gripping my shirt with her free hand and i looked at her with sad eyes as i brushed her hair behind her ear and whispered to her "sam why are you so upset please tell me i want to help", she did respond but in a very quiet voice she muffled "there are two reasons but i don't want to tell you both now can we wait until we get to the beach, please", she said looking up with her still sad eyes. I was slightly  shocked at how vulnerable she was willing to be but i smiled at her and replied "of course take your time", she then snuggled back into me and whispered "i'm secretly a bit claustrophobic and  being in the back with so many boxes and not much space is making me anxious", as i watched a few more tears fall from her stunning blue eyes. I needed her to feel better and i knew exactly how, when we had dated if she was every upset letting her sleep cuddled up to me with me stroking her hair always made her feel better i mean we might not be dating anymore but i knew she needed the comfort right now. "sam try and shut your eyes for a bit were about 45 minutes from the beach and it might help not to think about the small amount of space", i whispered. She seemed to reapond though and after a while she fell asleep resting peacefully against me i felt her body gently rising and falling as she slept and i gently stroked her hair and face admiring her. We suddenly hit a speed bump and a ton of boxes fell on Sam causing her to cry again i quickly pushed them off and stoped her waking by stroking her hair and kissing her forehead signalling her to sleep. It then hit me that i had just kissed Sam but she didn't seem to mind so i brushed it of and continued stroking her hair gently she seemed to snuggle deeper into my chest clinging onto me still like she never wanted to let go.