A Warrior's Sweetheart (Incineroar X Decidueye)

A Depressed Peasant

Decidueye's POV:

A mistake is all I am, a worthless piece of feather is all I am to this world. I'm worthless. I'm useless. I wish I would die right now and everything would be better without my existence. All I wanted was just to fit into this world without feeling like garbage with myself. I don't know what I did wrong...

Ever since my parents passed away a couple years back, I've felt like I was the reason for their death and I've done something wrong by existing. I still remember when they told me when I was almost about to evolve from a Dartrix, that everything was okay but I had a feeling that it wasn't okay. When they died, it broke me into a million pieces and I haven't been fully myself since and having my almost-to-be-girlfriend, cheating on me with another Pokémon before I could confess to her with flowers. It broke me even more and I couldn't take it and just didn't talk to her ever again since then, leaving me even more broken. Ever since that day I found about the affair, I knew that it was all my fault that my parents are gone and that my almost-to-be-girlfriend, Primarina, wanted someone else better than me. I know that I'm the reason that no one wants me anymore and wants to leave me as long as I breathe, especially for my new huge crush named Incineroar. I've fallen for him a little while back still after Primarina cheated. When I was watching the Battle Royal channel on TV and that's when I first saw him; fighting so bravely and strong against all those other Pokémon. He really inspired me a lot and I still blush and smile slightly whenever I think about him or see him on TV. But...I always look at myself and I come to realize that I will never be like to him or that he won't even liked me or just look at me if I ever saw him in real life. Plus, I usually see him around strong Pokémon from the show and I had a feeling that he doesn't even like weak peasants like me and with my severe anxiety and depression into the mix, there's no way Incineroar would like someone who is a huge crybaby like me. And just as something else, my green eyes that I was born with. I was always made fun of for my green eye color ever since I evolved into a Decidueye. However, I wasn't made fun of my eyes when I was a baby Rowlet by other kids or as a Dartrix, but when I evolved to a Decidueye and went out with my green eyes visible, some people make fun of me and thinking I was not like other Decidueyes with orange eyes. I felt as if I wasn't made to be in this world afterwards, I'm now having to own orange contact lens to look like a normal Decidueye in public so people wouldn't make fun of me, and just take them off when I'm home, but I sometimes forget and just suffer the pain later.

I was right in the middle of another mental breakdown in my bedroom, crying for no reason as always, until I heard the front door open and Delphox coming up the stairs to check on me.

Delphox's POV:

"Heyy Decidueye! How you doi-." I called out to me before opening the bedroom door to see Decidueye having another meltdown from his depression.

"OMG Decidueye what's wrong!?!?!?!?" I asked worriedly while rushing over to him and hugged him close and tight.

"I-it's nothing..!!!" Decidueye said while trying to cover up his tears and crying.

"No no! Don't try to cover it up on me." I said while trying to comfort me as much as possible.

I didn't know what was wrong and I think Decidueye doesn't know either because this was the third time today that he had a meltdown for no reason from his depression. I feel really bad and hurt that my close friend has to suffer like this, yet, he thinks he deserves it. Heck no!! He doesn't deserve any pain of this. He suffered and went through a lot in his life and I try to be the best comforting Pokémon I can so he can always feel better and gain back his trust issues from his last friendship with Primarina. She can get into any accident for all I cared, she hurt my friend and it broke him to pieces from what he saw. And before you people start shipping me with Decidueye, no! We're just really close friends since our early lives.

Ever since he was a Rowlet and I was a Fenniken, Decidueye was always a shy kid and I felt like he wanted just to have someone to be with so I decided to hang around with him. From then forward, we became great friends and basically felt like non-biological siblings, we were that close. And even now with his depressions and anxiety, I feel that this is the time of when he really needs me the most so I try to stay home with him as much as possible to keep him company. If I ever had to go somewhere, the poor thing tries to tag along while wearing those orange contact lens. For those people and Pokémon who make fun of him for having such beautiful green eyes, should just burn in hell. Sorry for being dark there but it's the truth.

I continue to help him calm down from his mental breakdown more and hugging him as tight but gentle as possibly while he was shaking from the severe anxiety attack. I comforted him as much as possible, saying that it was gonna okay and that everything is fine and I was right there with him now, nothing bad isn't gonna happen to him.

"N-no it's not okay!!" Decidueye cries out while hugging me back tightly.

"Yes it is Decidueye, I know you can get through this. Please don't cry, it really hurts and it makes me wanna cry with you." I told him while holding onto him as much as possible.

"What's the point of even t-trying to get through this anyway!! I'm worthless and weak! I've lost everything and it's all my fault!!" Decidueye cries out again while tears ran down his face like a rushing waterfall.

"But Decidueye, it's not your fault at all. You didn't do anything wrong I promise, I mean Primarina can just f**k off for all we care, but you didn't do anything wrong for all this to happen." I comfort him while hugging him gently.

"You are worth living and you have so much to live for in life. I'm still here for you and love you very much. Plus, your parents are always here with you always and forever." I comfort him more while giving him a smile to help him.

He slightly stopped crying and nodded a bit before I gave him another big hug to help calm him down all the way. It took a little bit but he stopped crying and gave me a tiny smile. I smile back at him with hope that everything will be okay for him.

"I'm gonna be cooking some dinner for us, let me know if you need anything okay?" I told him while standing up and helping him up from the ground.

Decidueye's POV:

"Y-yes." I respond to her while trying to smile from my long cry.

She gave me one more comforting smile before going off to cook up dinner for the both of us. While she was at it, I thought about looking at the night sky for a bit to calm the rest of me down. I walked to the back deck and stood behind the deck fence and stared up into the stars, gleaming in the night. I always picture different kind of images of my favorite things with the stars, most of them including little flares and even a cat constellation in the night sky that keeps me happy in my little flaming fantasy.

End of Chapter 2