hanahaki ; saida/ot9

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[ 하나하키병 ]
There is no specific flower for the disease, but it'll either be the crushes favourite type of flower, or their favourite colour.

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It was the day of their comeback stage. Sana tried not to show how much her insides were hurting her so that she would not worry onces.

However as much as she tried to focus on the stage, the pain would always creeped back to her mind.

*few days ago*

Sana went to vomit again and realised that she's vomiting more flower petals even blood now.

She realised that she was throwing up roses petals as the colour on the flower was dahyun favourite colour.

Thorns started to grow as time went by and it was ripping her throat. She taste blood all the time, that she don't even have the appetite to eat or drink.

——

Ever since she told actually scratch that mina and jihyo found out of her illness, they were even more worried.

"Sana unnie, i brought you water. you look so pale. are you okay?" dahyun asked worriedly

"yea im fine, i think i ate too much kimbap just now" sana didn't want the person she love most to worry so she lied.

"aigoo, imma control the amount of food you eat before going on stage"

"hehe" sana let out a small laugh.

——

After 2 week of promotion, their
last stage was at inkigayo and during the promotion they earn their first win at show champion.

They went back to the dorm to rest, after their hectic schedule, it was time for them to rest.

Dahyun went to sana room and asked her to meet her at the living room.

"yes dahyun"

"unnie, i have something to ask you"

"okay, i try my best to answer"

"i liked momo and i really want to ask her to go on a date with me but i dont know how to"

Sana mind just went blanked, she spaced out. She heard the three words and the last word was not her name.

"sana unnie. hello" dahyun waved her hands infront of sana

"ahh yes erm i think you should ask her out for a lunch or wherever you feel like going. most importantly, you should be confident."

"ooh thank you" dahyun hugged sana as a sign of gratefulness.

"no problem"

dahyun then skipped back to her room, leaving sana still at the sofa.

"i guess" sana added quietly

Sana sat there thinking about everything. Is she really not going to get her love return? She hoped everything was a dream but it wasnt the pinch she gave herself was painful.

——

A door slammed, as an array of red roses petal and blood fell into the toilet.

"sana unnie" a soft voice called out.

sana cleaned herself before she left the bathroom with a pale face. She opened the door and saw mina outside waiting for her.

"hey mina."

"are you okay?"

"yea im fine"

"you sure" mina asked, she really just hoped sana would just say she's not fine and need someone to help her instead of forcing herself to stay strong.
(a/n: not that staying strong is bad but i feel that excessive comforting words to yourself is just a bit too much)

Sana and mina then went back to their room.

After that small very small talk with mina, sana grew sicker and sicker as days went by. Thorns are growing and piercing into her throat more. Its till the point sometimes only blood come out of her mouth.

Mina and jihyo were the only ones who knew about sana condition.

They were worried sick, sana keeps going to the toilet till the members are sus about her.

Until one day,

"alright spill it" nayeon asked

"spill what" sana asked confused

"what is wrong to you"

"erm nothing is wrong with me?"

"liar" jeongyeon said.

Nayeon,jeongyeon, chaeyoung,tzuyu may or may not have locked sana in.

"you have been going to the toilet more and more everyday" chaeyoung said

"yea unnie, we aint blind you know"tzuyu added.

Sana sighed and told them
"i have hanahaki. Only jihyo and mina knew about that first. Well you guys know it now."

Mina then told them about hanahaki. They make an "oh"face.

"is there any cure?" nayeon asked

"yes, but this girl over here doesn't want to do it" jihyo said

"why" tzuyu questioned

"she will lose feelings for the person she like" mina answered

"but who does she like" they all turn their attention to sana

"erm dahyun"

"oh, isn't she dating momo" chaeyoung said

"yea, she actually asked me for advice to get to momo"sana replied sadly

The members heard the sad tone in her voice and gathered for a group hug.

"its okay, we will help you get over her. so that you can get well soon and you better. " nayeon said determined

"thank you so much everyone" sana said softly. She felt loved and support from her members even if the person like don't romantically love her back, she still have some sort of love called friendship love.

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sorry for not updating for long. Hope you guys like this book so far and enjoy reading :)