Sea of lies ( Draco Malfoy love story)

Chapter 9

I get in the car and pull out of the grand driveway. I can't stop thinking about him and what I need to do and if my plan will work I just need to save him. I keep looking back to the note and the date and just everything and every word on it. May 2 that's when he plans on coming I only have 8 months to think of a master plan to save people's lives if I need to save Draco I can't tell harry when he's coming but if I don't he will possibly die. I can't let innocent people die and I can't let my... er- Draco die. I need to figure out what to do.

I get back to my house and spend the rest of Christmas restless to get back to school to start thinking of my plan.

FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL:

I was a little nervous to go back to school because Draco said he would write o me but never did and I'm scared that he's not ok. 

I arrive at the train station and don't see him he must already got on the train I look in every room and couldn't find I'm so sitting by myself the whole two hours. After two hours of sleeping, I get off the train and got to the carriages and see him, I run up to him and give him the biggest hug ever. "WHERE WERE YOU" I scream at him. " i- I wasn't allowed to write to you and my dad didn't want me sitting with you. " Dude I don't care what your dad says I missed you," I say giving a hug again. " yea well if my dad sees me with you he will freak out" he said pushing me off him. " Are you ok?" I ask. " Yea I'm fine let's go," he says grabbing my hand and dragging me into a carriage. I was worried for him he seemed different. 

The rest of the week was weird it's kinda like he was trying to stay away from me no kisses or hugs or anything. I tried talking to him but he always had an excuse. but I can't focus on that I need to get him alone so we can talk about what's gonna happen in a few months.

the next day I'm walking to potions for my first class and I think I can talk to him then because we are partners. I walk in and he's already sitting down I take a seat beside him and pull out my book. I start writing down a note he has to meet me In my dorm tonight I need to talk to him. I slip him the note and he reads it and looks at my eyes like into my soul it gave me shivers up and down my spine. 

Later that night I'm in my dorm and I look like shit I have weird pajamas on and I'm laying on my back on my bed waiting for him to come. It's way past the time he's supposed to e here if he stands me up he's gonna get beat. I'm barely awake and hear a knock on the door. " come in" I say very slowly cause I'm about to pass out. " Hey what's up," Draco says walking in. " Take a seat," I say getting up from my bed. It's silent for like ten minutes before I start talking. " Draco... are you ok I feel like you have been avoiding me and I thought we were starting to get closer and I need to help you an-" I said but got cut off. " Harlo I'm ok but we need to figure this too soon," he says giving me a hug. he gets up and leaves and I start to cry, a lot because I kept thinking what if my plan doesn't work.

after we talked he started to open up again and start talking to me again but he hasn't said anything about what happened over the break. Now that I think of it he hasn't brought any of it up . He hasn't talked about it once I mean we kissed like for real, not fake kissing and he told me he wanted us to be together for a long time but he hasn't said anything since. I needed to have a talk with him again.

Its been a couple days but i haven't actually have had a chance cause I'm a wus and don't have the guts. But i woke up today with the urdge to talk to him and be more then friends like i thought we were. I got dressed and started walking to the great hall for breakfast and see pasny, Blaise and Draco walking. i start running up to him to talk and stop in my tracks right away. Beacue Pansy is holding Dracos hand. What the fuck.