Trust~ {JanusxRemusxVirgil}

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P.O.V Janus

I'm awoken to the smell of pancakes... I find myself led on the sofa, my house and cape set neatly on the floor and an empty bottle kf wine sat lazily next to them... taunting me... Last night is the first night i remember cleary for ages, the crying, the shouting z everything... I sit up groaning, ugh my back... I grab the TV controller and put on some random channel... I try to concentrate on whats happening but everything sounded fuzzy, the screen was just color.... I put my head in my hand, switching the tv off... Its too much..

"Oh you're up!" Remus says coming in with a plate of chocolate chip pancakes and syrup, my favourite. But then... I see Virgil walk in behind Remus

"Um.. hey.." He says awkwardly

"Why is he here?" I ask Remus

"I'm here to clear things up..." Virgil answers

I stay silent and start eating my pancakes, as Virgil sits next to me

"Remus told me you've been drinking..."

I continue to just eat, not saying a word...

"You know i dont hate you right?" I hear him say and look at him glaring,"Of course you think that... I... When I left I- Well the lightsides they- And Roman- and... God i hate confrontation.."

"Then leave. I don't need any fake sympathy. I know you hate me, you said it yourself, so don't bother trying to lie to me so i stop drinking."

Virgil stares at me for a second," I though you of all people would know when i'm lying... I said i hated you because i didn't want you to try and take me back... i knew that you would come and take me back... and saying i hate you would give you some kind of closure.. i don't know."

"But why did you want to go in the first place?"

"I didn't want to... I was made to.."

Clearly this was new information for both me and Remus, as Remus spat out his orange juice.

"wh-what?"

Virgil sighs," I started to go out with Roman, he didn't want to be known as the one who dated the dark side so, i left, so he won't leave me.."

"Virgil that's incredibly toxic... He's not good for you.." I try to to tell him but he shakes his head.

"He's good for me.. He's nice.. He says he loves me.."

"But does it feel like he loves you.." Remus says,"that's most important.."

Virgil stays silent,"That's not important right now... But Janus you understand i dont hate you right..?"

I think for a second and nod.

"Can i hug you?" He asks, and i nod, the next thing i knew we were all hugging, and i couldn't eat my pancakes as they had captured my arms..

Five minutes past and my pancakes are probably soggy from the syrup,"Are you guys gonna let me eat my breakfast or not?"

They both groan and let go

-i'm gonna timeskip because i'm going nowhere with this :D but now it's 3rd person :0000-

"So uh Janus.. are you gonna-" Remus starts

"I want to try.." Janus said looking up at them

They smile,"we're proud of you... but.. you know this won't be easy... maybe... maybe try searching for some alternate.. more healthy coping mechanisms" Virgil suggests

Janus nods,"Can i do that later... i'm still kind of tired and want cuddles.."

"oh well i'll leave you two alone" Virgil says quietly

"You can join us, right Jan?" Remus says sitting next to Janus who instantly led on his lap and nods.

Virgil smiles slightly and shrugged, sitting next to remus who led his head on vee's shoulder.

They put on a film and Janus falls back asleep..

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ack- my writing skills went byebye- so i'm probably gonna rewrite this- but you get the idea :D