FRIENDS

EPILOGUE

"𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜."

"𝙎𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚."

"𝘿𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜"

that's all in my mind for this past days i even dreamt about a girl killing, commiting suicide, drowning herself. It's new to me to dream about this i didn't have a chance to see the girls face. I'm sitting on the ground with my head down. The weeds on my hands my lips are dry. Rina and my new friend keeps annoying me, always clinging around i always hear them whispering random words that makes me more crazy.

3𝗿𝗱 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃.

This past few days sabrina's health is getting worse and worser. She even cough blood. Her room was a mess. Everytime her father abused her she doesn't feel the pain anymore she felt numb. Empty. Trash. Bruises are more visible than the last time more fresh cuts on her face. Even laugh at herself for being like this. Rina and her new friend is taking more advantages of her making her more weak. She didn't attend school last week. She didn't care at all. She have no one but rina and her new friend.

EMPTY.

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𝙎𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙖'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫.

Weeks had passed i didn't even eat anything only the candy that was on my pocket. I didn't have the energy because all i can feel is empty nothing more. My routine is still the same both of my friends are clinging onto me nonstop. Sometimes i even get panic attacks. I cough blood everywhere. Dry bloods was on the floor. My father didn't stop abusing me i just let him do whatever he wants. I keep murming words.

"𝙈𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧." is the only word that comes out from my mouth.

"𝙈𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?" i miss her. Where did she go? Why did she even have to leave? Why?

I make my way to our living room it's early in the morning i decided to go to our school. I saw my father all wasted and was sleeping on the couch. Cigarettes was all over the floor, pieces of glasses again was scattered all over the floor. The smell of the place is awful. It is one long day of loneliness. Since i arrive early, Some of the teachers passed by me they were looking at me weirdly. I know what are they thinking.

"𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙚𝙧?"

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙩𝙤?"

"𝙄𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚?

"𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙖 𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙠 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙥."

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙪𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙨?"

Then a teacher come up to me and ask.

"𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮 𝙨𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙖? 𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙪𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚? 𝘿𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛??"

she was about to cares my face but i back off. Fear was visible in my eyes. I was scared. I thought she was going to slap me like my father always do to me.

"𝙄𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜? she ask in a caring tone. I moved her hand away from me.

"𝙄'𝙢 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨." i said coldly and enter our classroom.

My classmates were just staring at me. I was their topic. I just glared at them as they looked away.
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The bell rings it's time for our lunch i walk out of the room and proceed my way to our schools comfort room. I locked my self their along with rina. Eating the apple in my hand zoning out.
An idea came up to my mind i pulled out the marker and write things. Draw faces.

Walking back to our house. I felt nothing it's all empty. I was holding a pocket knife playing with it. Humming to a song while walking as we arrive at our house i saw my father drunk again nothing new. I thought he was going to hurt me. But no. He didn't even spare a glance on me i was confused because my routine was everytime i go home he'll hurt me, curse me, or shout on me. As i entered my room the noise is getting louder. That noise again was repeating it's getting louder and louder along with rina and my friend shouting nonsense words in me. I held my ears to cover the noise i was screaming there was no use.

"𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜."

"𝙎𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚."

"𝘿𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜."

"𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣!"

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚!"

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙢𝙚''

"𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙝."

HORRIFIC SOUNDS

I can't take it anymore i pulled out my pocket knife and stab rina and my new friend. I stab them nonstop blood everywhere i smiled in satisfaction. The noise was gone no more pain,no more shouting,no more friends who will scold at me. I smiled feeling free. Breathing heavily and said.

"𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮."

3𝙧𝙙 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙥𝙤𝙫.

Sirens was heard all over their house. Police was investigating the house. As they saw a pool of blood coming out from the right side of the room the smell of the housd was bad. As they opened the door the room was a mess. They saw sabrina laying on the floor along with the pocket knife on the floor, They picked her up and brought her to the hospital. As the other police was asking several questions to her father. The father cannot answer the questions as he was too pressured he admitted that he abused her daughter the bruises the cuts it was from him. He said there is a reason why did he do that. Weeks had passed his father was under arrested for physically abusing her own daughter and took all the blame on him. He is now in jail.

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All this time sabrina have an imaginary friends rina that was her anxiety and her new friend was her depression. The time she killed them. She killed herself. Drown herself in anger and sadness. Commited suicide. Because of her father and so called FRIENDS.

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