Downfall of thy deviants child

Part one:Losing her my little girl

It had been nearly six years since I had buried my little girl with my parents. The Ravens and crows still follow me where ever I go much like they did when my little girl was alive. For the past few months I had spent any of the spare time I had in my little girls room. Looking through her things and reading all that she had written. I know she's still here; I feel her presence when I'm in her room. Today i decided to read through the notes she left on her laptop and most of what was written was for the band that she never got the chance to start. E.A.S.T.
But one thing hit me as I read it. It was a song she wrote when she was sixteen called 'daddy' I couldn't bare to finish reading it after the first line. Killer and Tokyo laid on either side of me pressing themselves against me as the tears fell. I missed my little girl so much and I hated the way she left this world.
-20 minutes later-
Tears still blurred my eyes as I read through the messages between my little girl and her best friend
K; who tried to help her through the battle she was facing. One thing K said still somehow made me
Smile cause it reminded me of how strong my little girl was. " It matters if you give up! Yes! Where's that fighter spirit of yours? Huh? Where's the light of the true warrior that I see flicker in your eyes? Where is the victor I've seen so many times and heard in so many of your retellings? Where is the rebel who defies anyone that tries to bring her down?
Where is the fire that burns in your soul wildly?
Where did she go? Because right now, I want her back. I need her to come back and fight this war with me and I think she needs herself back too." She was right though my little girl was a fighter and a warrior in her own right but the people that were her so called 'friends' turned on her and stabbed her in the back. She fought so hard to stay alive and fight against what was killing her. She fought till the end but the one thing I couldn't protect her from killed her. As her father I did everything I could to save my little girl from the things that were killing her but I failed. I failed to save her and now she's with my parents in heaven. I miss them more then I could ever care to admit to anyone. For the rest of the day I sat on her bed and read through stories,poetry and music my little girl had written till I fell asleep. Killer and Tokyo never left my side.