𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐄 𝕷𝖚𝖈𝖎𝖋𝖊𝖗 ✔| J.JK × BTS

CHAPTER 16

Why do I have to come here everyday? I'm educated enough already. And it's not like I would need it much in future anyways. But he still went in anyways.
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However, his time escalated pretty quickly. But throughout the day, he could feel many people staring at him. Especially, bts. And now, as if on the cue, they appeared in front of him while he was going to his car.

''We need to talk.'' Namjoon said.

''We're already talking.''

''Seriously, what happened to you? Why are you being so cold to everyone? And more specifically, us. Aren't we your friends?" Jimin spoke as if offended.

'You all are a lot, lot more than just friends to me, minnie.' he thought. ''No. When did that happen?" He said coldly.

''What are you even saying? Do you even hear yourself?" Suga said loudly.

'No I don't. I stopped hearing to myself long ago. More specifically, my heart. I only say what my mind thinks is the best, hyung.' "Ofcourse, I do. I know well enough, what I'm saying. It's the truth. Believe it or not.'' he scoffed.

''What!? Then, was it all fake!? A lie? All those moments, promises..... th-those- memories, our friendship!? It was all an- act........? Did you really not care afterall?" Taehyung yelled out, his voice cracking and tears pouring out of his eyes like a broken dam; Raw emotions of Hurt, Betrayal and Pain evident in his voice.

'Care? This friendship and you six were- no, are my everything! I may have told you white lies but never even once did I had the intentions to hurt you. Those moments and it's memories are still fresh in mind, taetae. If anything, those were the only things that were 100% true. I know, that I couldn't keep those promises. But I'm sorry. Sorry, that I'm so messed up.' He thought hurtful.

''Yes. It meant nothing to me. It's not like I even wanted to be friends with you all in first place, ffs.'' he stated.

After a long silence with neither of them moving an inch, J-hope broke it.

''You broke so many promises, that I don't even know what's real and what's a lie and I don't know why, but what you are saying now seems more of a lie to me. But it still hurts coming from you. And if our friendship really was a lie, then your are a great actor and your every lie gave me butterflies.'' He said calmly staring into his eyes.

''You know, I kind of agree with J-hope. We will leave you alone. For as long as you want. Just know that, whatever has happened to you, we still care for you, we always have; so if you want to come back, don't hesitate to make a simple apology and we will accept you with open arms.'' Jin said.

Suddenly he was enveloped in a tight bear hug by the six of them. He didn't push away, but he couldn't bring himself to hug them either. The weight of all the guilt on his shoulders were too much After awhile, they broke the hug and went away.

He started them as they disappeared out of the view. Please go away from me. Even if I keep running away, I'm in lies. I can't escape from this lie. I can't escape from this pain. Why do you always come my way? Leave me. I'm still the same as before, but the lie that has grown so big, its trying to swallowing me.

But I know that even if I try to push you away, you'll not accept it. You're too sweet, too sweet, too sweet.

While thinking all this he reached his mansion. He went straight to his room and sat down. Each and every word from their conversion, piercing through his heart and ringing in his ears as if haunting him, teasing him that even if he can go back now and cry into their arms, he can't. He was soon asleep, pulled into darkness.

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