Torture. It was just pure torture for Lucifer to go to that shithole of a school and see those 6 ethereal beings smiling and laughing with various people who were, well, not him.
Don't get him wrong, he was more than happy to see them happy but it hurt him to know that it wasn't him who made them smile like he earlier did.
It was about a week or so since they had their 'confrontation' (?) and the urge of just saying sorry and then jump into their arms was getting stronger than ever. Ok, maybe not jump since he was now taller than Jimin, J-hope and Suga, around the same height as Jin and Taehyung and a bit shorter than Namjoon.
Anyways, he didn't know that what's stopping him. Yes, it was dangerous for them to be with him now, but 2 days ago when he thought that 'fuck it! I don't care!!!' and decided to go to them, something in him didn't allow him to. It felt right, but yet something so, so wrong. It was almost- no, 100% surely as if his heart and mind wasn't ready to allow anyone in his life so soon after that incident. At some point he even stopped feeling any emotions. But seeing them brought back so many memories and feelings, that he couldn't even think straight when he just took a mere look at them.
And the fact that all of them decided to shamelessly stare at him like he's a gorgeous art piece of the most famous art museum, didn't help at all.
Plus, (although he would prefer that they were single), don't they have a girlfriend or boyfriend or something!? Can't they stare at someone else? He loved but hated their attention.
But besides all this, guilt was eating him up like termites feeding on wood. He didn't even had the courage to say anything to them.
He was still continuously hurting them and he knew it. When ever he made an eye contact with them, he unwillingly gave them a cold and blank stare. His eyes were void of any emotions even if he wanted to project some. Maybe that's why his eyes turned black when it was a warm shade of brown earlier. Was it even possible?
He just wanted them to be with him. Only him. For once in his life, he wanted something just for himself. To be a little..... selfish. They were his. No matter what. They will be his. Once the situation is settled, he will sort everything out. Even if it takes 5 years or 10; he will find them after that. Well, they just needed to not be in love with anyone. He had just one thought on his mind.
They. Are. Mine. Only mine. Just for me.
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FanfictionHe's a boy with a broken halo. "You can lie, your eyes can't." ''I'll get my revenge. Watch Out. If my life was a story, the moral would've been that, Lucifer gets what he wants, and you never ever stand in his fucking way. Neither should you dare t...
