Ellie Williams Imagines - The last of Us

"If you need me, i will always be there."

I literally spent the whole morning crying over Joel to the last of us 2 soundtrack
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It just happened. you were sitting on the cold ground crying your eyes out. Sometimes it just gets you, you just get that feeling in your throat as the warmth rises to your face and you... cry. It can't be stopped because all of the bottling up feelings starts to get to you. You can't push it down anymore because there isn't any space left. If you don't have any space you eventually need to make room and let it all go.

So here you are crying in the bathroom of you and Ellie's shared home. Ellie was away on a trip as she must've been patrolling. She left early in the morning so you have been doing things for yourself. Naturally you would bring yourself off the ground but the crying was going on longer than you expected. I guess it was more than you thought it'd be.

The thoughts start coming in

I am a burden

Ellie doesn't want me

As you cry harder you push yourself against the wall trying to take deep breaths so you don't lose yourself in the process of all this pain. Your eyes start to sting from all the tears blurring your vision of the familiar place you've been sitting in for what seemed like hours.

You slowly close your eyes and let everything go silently talking to yourself that everything is gonna be ok and it'll all get better. Telling yourself to stay strong for Ellie because she needs you more than anything.

You hear footsteps approach beside you as what seems to be Ellie drops to your level on the ground.

"Y/n babe what's wrong" she grabs your face gently like it was made of glass.

You stare into her eyes taking in the gentle green hues of her irises.

"I'm sorry Ellie it's just been really hard and I think I mostly missed you."

She pushes you towards her skinny frame and wraps you in her eyes.

"Alright. It's ok I'm here now."

Ellie holds you in her arms for a decent amount of time before letting go, wiping your remaining tears with her rough thumb.

"I promise you everything is going to be ok y/n everyone goes through tough times and I'll always be here for you when you need me. I don't want our relationship to be one sided because you are very important to me too."

"I love you Ellie."

"I love you so much y/n."

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This isn't even just a fan fiction I'm saying this for real to anyone going through a hard time reading my story. I understand times get really tough and it can feel like the world is caving in on you. It will get better life freaking sucks and everything is shit sometimes but it will get better. I love each and every person reading this because you are so important and people care about you. Even if you don't have anyone who cares about you I FREAKING CARE ABOUT YOU. Think about how sad Ellie and Joel would be if you did something dumb like hurt yourself or if you decided to leave this earth on your own. You guys are so important and beautiful and I love you ok. Stay strong.