My Brother's Best Friend {PART TWO}

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I woke earlier then everyone so I showered and everything.

Then made breakfast and I woke everyone up.

I helped Josh with the kids then we had breakfast after that I was chilling in the lounge well,Liam was with Nakeisha making tiktoks and liyah with Charli also making tiktoks

I heard a knock at the door so I opened it to see Claire

Y/n:omg hi

Claire:hi dear

We hugged then I invited in we went to the lounge and sat

Claire:how are you doing

Y/n:good you

Claire:good now that your back

Y/n:haha why

Claire: dont tell Josh this

Y/n:I wont

Claire:well when you left Josh couldn't stop thinking about you,he got really worried and he couldn't sleep at night,but I know when he broke up with you that it wasn't him but he knew he broke you so that's why he taught you left but everyday I could see the love that burns in eyes for you,not even that Bethany girl could take that away,you know he only dated her to get you out of his head,but he failed because that boy loves you so much,that he nearly killed himself for the things he did to you.

I sat there shocked,I couldn't believe it,but then Josh came downstairs with Liam and he saw his mum so he came over.

Josh:hi mum

J/m:hi dear

Josh:babe you okay
I was busy day dreaming when I heard Josh say my name

I snapped out my trance

Y/n:y yeah

Josh:oh okay

Josh:so mum how have you been

J/m:not bad you

Josh:I feel like I have everything in the world right now
I smiled so did his mother

J/m:omg is this Liyah

Y/n:yip

Liyah for shy so she hid her head in the crock of Josh's neck

J/m:hi pretty girl I'm your granny

She looked up at Claire then me,I nodded

Liyah:hi gwanny

Claire looked like she was going to cry.

Skip to when they leave

Claire took Liam and liyah but neither of them said goodbye because they were so focused on "gwanny"

We waved goodbye to them then closed the door.

Upstairs
I threw myself on the bed and layed there.

Few minutes later Josh cames and throws himself on top of me,his head was on my chest.

Y/n:baby can I ask you something

Josh:yes

Y/n:um did you try killing yourself

He got up and looked me dead in the eye but then looked away which gave me the answer.

Josh:I I y yes

Y/n:Josh

Josh:I know it was stupid but you were not here to get me threw it all,and I missed you so much that to the point I taught you were never coming back made my heart ache,I couldn't take the pain.
I needed you so badly,I I I wanted you,not even that stupid Bethany girl could take you of my mind,a she ever wanted was sex,I just couldn't take it anymore,so a year passed you never showed so I tried  killing myself by overdosing on pills but William was there and I got rushed to hospital so I'm good know

I wanted to cry and smack him at the same time

Y/n:Joshua Kenneth Richards why would you be do stupid what if I came back then what

Josh:ik but I'm alright and your here now so can we leave it in the pass

Y/n:fine

He pecked my lips,then cuddled into me

Josh:babe I'm bored
Y/n: sameee

Josh:wait where's the kids

Y/n:babe chill they with your mum okay and besides let's live our lives like teenagers.

Josh:yeah

Y/n:yip

Josh:do you know what I want

I flipped us over so I was on top

Y/n:what

Josh: a future with you

Y/n:and that's what your gonna get

I grabbed my phone from the night stand and sat next Josh.

I was scrolling when Josh pulled my phone out of my hands

Y/n:get what was that for

Josh:no phones I want cuddles

Y/n:okay
We got into bed and cuddled up.