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Purpled - Panic Attack

A/N you know the drill anyone in here wants it taken down its gone forever

written by N/A - OG author no longer associates themselves with this book, or the people involved in this book due to personal reasons

PLATONIC SITUATION

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Y/N POV

I sat on the couch at the Vidcon after party, bouncing my leg anxiously. I had really bad social anxiety, but I wanted to come here for my boyfriend, Grayson. I mean I had a channel too, but I just planned on coming to Vidcon, doing my meet n greets, etc, leaving. But here we are, hanging out at the after party. Don't get me wrong, I didn't have to come, but I wanted to try and have fun, but here we are.

The smell of alcohol lingered in the air, Grayson was hanging out with some other Minecraft youtubers while I was just.. here. I ended up meeting up with Stacyplays, she's also a minecraft youtuber, but quite a bit older then me. We hung out for a bit before she said

"I'm going you head back to my hotel, want to catch a ride?"

I paused for a moment before responding with

"Er, yeah sure let me text Grayson."

I texted him with a short text

' Hey I'm going to head back to the hotel, I'm catching a ride with Stacy :) ' He replied with

' Alright, let me know if you need me to come back. <3 '

I let out a sigh of relief the second I got into her car. Both of us were sober, neither of us drank. She looked over at me and questioned

"Are you okay?"

I just nodded. I wasn't. At all. I knew a panic attack was coming on, but I didn't want to bother her, or anyone else for that matter. We were staying at the same hotel so once she parked we got out and headed back, we parted at the elevators, I was quick to head back into mine and Grayson's room. He obviously wasn't there.

I sat down on the bed, I knew I was having a panic attack but I didn't want to face it.

I put my knees to my chest and sat there in my own thoughts. I hadn't had a panic attack in a while. I was doing good. Key word 'was ' I was so deep into my own world that I didn't hear the door click open. I felt the bed dip down, I jumped. I looked up to see Grayson. He was quick to come to my aid.

"Hey, hey it's okay. I know."

He took my into a hug, we sat like that for probably twenty minutes. Once I calmed down Grayson was quick to apologize.

"Y/N I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have asked you to come-"

I cut him off.

"Grayson, it's fine, I knew I didn't have to come. I made the choice."

We both ended up laying back on the bed and falling asleep after like ten minutes.