My Envious Biker/Beast (Book 1)

•PTSD•

I asked him the question.

"What triggered you and your beast form because you were holding well beast was holding a kid by his throat and you had a damaged, fear and anger in your eyes and someone said in my head that it was PTSD that was triggering you and beast." I let him lay on my chest and I scratch his head.

"Well it's time for you to know, when I was 11 my parents were having guest over basically our rivals to get on good terms, later on I saw my dads rival people in the living room, I put my head down and walked to the kitchen when I looked up the guy was standing there with a knife and a cigar. He cut me and hit and basically burned me, that's when I met beast. The abusing kept going until I was 17 and I tried to ask my parents for help but they didn't give a shit they left to Australia, so the next day was my 17 birthday and the guy found me and instead he branded me and his wife cut me then burned me with her cigarettes, that's when all hell broke loose, the beast took control and killed them all by one in front of their kid. It triggered me because I-I.... someone was talking about abuse and other shit and beast thought someone was coming to get me. So that's why I turned and I didn't mean to strangle that kid, now I feel like a bad person." I patted his back and cuddled him.

"You didn't mean to Amore, I'm not mad at you and neither is your MC and pack, it PTSD it happens to a lot people some don't show and some express it, we all have it whether we like it or not. We can't choose what we go through, it comes to us because it knows it can affect us and make itself stay with us when we're older. Tomorrow I want you to go apologize for your behaviour ok." I kissed his forehead and nose and he nodded.

He fell asleep on my chest and nuzzled his head in my boobs, I swear we're both gonna be the death of each other.

"I love you Mi Amore goodnight." I said pecking his lips and he smiled in his sleep.

*The Next Morning*

I woke up with Isaiah still laying on me, I got up slowly and went downstairs. I saw a lot of angry people at the door and Luciano was trying to calm them down.

"Luciano what the hell is going on it's like 9 in the morning and who are these people." I asked him.

"These are the people...Isaiah well beast pissed off, like a pack of wolves and they want him dead now, do you or can you possibly think you can slow and calm them down?" He asked me and I nodded.

"ALRIGHT EVERYONE CALM THE FUCK DOWN, I KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU IS OR ARE PISSED OFF AT MY MATE WHICH IS ISAIAH FOR HIS BEHAVIOUR. THE LAST FEW DAYS AND I APOLOGIZE BUT HE DIDN'T MEAN IT. HE WAS TRIGGERED AND NOTHING COULD'VE CALMED HIM DOWN EXCEPT ME. IT'S BAD THAT IF HIS RIGHT HAND MAN HAD TO CALL ME DOWN JUST TO CALM HIM AND THEN HAVE PEOPLE LIKE YOU COME BACK AT HIM WHICH WILL TRIGGER IT AGAIN, SO ILL ASK AGAIN GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THIS DAMN HOUSE OR ILL KILL YALL GOT IT?" I used my alpha voice at the end.

"He should know how to calm himself dip shit." One guy yelled.

I went to that guy and ripped his head off.

"Sometimes a beast can't control what comes out his mouth or what comes into his mind." I walked back inside and slammed the door.

I saw Isaiah looking at me but I ignored everyone and went into the backyard. I laid down on the bench looking at the sky. I felt someone near me and when I looked it was a little boy.

"H-hi c-c-can y-y-you help m-me find m-my m-m-mommy p-pwease?" The little boy asked sad.

I saw bruises and scratch marks on him and I'm questioning myself now.

"Yeah of course, come here." I picked him up and went to Isaiah office to ask him.

I knocked on the door but I heard yelling and screaming, I walked in and Isaiah was pissed his eyes were red and black. The little boy cuddled into my neck and put his arms around my neck and hugged me tight.

"I said GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY DAMN HOUSE NOW OR ILL GIVE YOU TO THE CELLS OF WOLVES DOWN IN THE BASEMENT." He growled and it wasn't Isaiah it was beast.

"H-he S-S-scary." The little boy whispered to me.

"Not really it's only when people are being bad, you my little one are NOT bad." I kissed his forehead.

The guy he was yelling at got out and Isaiah well beast rubbed his temples and gulped a glass of whiskey.

"Amore you ok." I walked over to him and sat on his desk with the little boy still cuddled into my neck.

"Yeah just people fucking not doing the right damn thing I swear." He found out I was holding a kid.

"Yeah about this, do you know where his parents are at because he said they left it he lost them." The little boy looked at him.

"Shit." He mumbled.

"Prinzessin his parents died in war." He mid linked me in our minds.

I looked at him shocked. I saw a girl come in and it looked liked a baby sitter but I didn't trust her because she looked creepy as hell too.

"Dustin there you are I've been looking for you, where did you run off too." She got closer but I backed up with him.

"Who are you to him and what do you want with him?" The kid cuddle to me more.

"Well I'm his foster mom and who are you to him?" She got closer.

"S-S-she hurts m-m-me with a-a w-w-whip and c-c-claws." He whispered to me.

"Storm:kill her she shall not hurt a young one or abuse." Storm told me in my mind.

"Prinzessin please give me the child first." I gave Isaiah the little boy.

"You dare hurt a young one who's lost everything and had everything taken away him." I got closer to her.

Her eyes turned brown to blue and took her claws out. She grabbed my wrist and twisted but it didn't twist and my eyes went purple.

"I said WHY did YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON A YOUNG ONE FOTTUTA DISGRAZIA." (Motherfucking disgrace) I grabbed her by her neck.

"Because he's a weak, no good boy you little jävla fitta." She spoke in Swedish at the end but little did she know I know all kinds of languages.

"Jag borde döda dig men min varg är riktigt hungrig just nu, var försktig, hon är överrallt jag går och du går nu, also I speak a lot of languages." I let my wolf storm out, then storm and her disappeared.

(Translation:I should kill you but my wolf is really hungry right now be careful she's everywhere I go and where you go.)

The little boy jumped out of Isaiah arms and came running to me and jumped on me.

Cliffhanger bc next chapter is gonna be over 2,000 words but I'm also working on other stories