Alone island

Chapter 7

Sand between my toes again . One of the flaws of walking down the beach . But it was beautiful the sun was rising making the sky a blend of yellow and orange.However for some reason it seemed like there was less ocean . Weird. It seemed less full if that makes sense and there were no boats out fishing . Well i suppose its onley 10 am .still early for some.
Shane was strolling along were sand meets sea i guess its not early enough for him. I wanted to try avoid him but i think he caught sight of me before i had the chance to hide.
"Hey" he shouted now running along the beach towards me waving his hands madly. I had to speak to him now.
"So you ok? "He asks while shaking his hair free of water.
"Errm" the thought of that morning when he kissed me came into my head and i started to stutter.
"Y..yeah "finally i give him an answer .
"Amazing"he reached for his shoulder and wiped himself free on water.
I didnt know were to look. At his face or at the floor.Even though my mind was telling me to look at his chest.
"You want to come fishing?"
Oh great thats all he wanted to see me for . Fishing? Seriously?
"No .....is that all you came to see me about?"i was confusingly angry of the thought that i was the onley one thinking about yesterday.
His face was puzzled staring around .
"Well .. What else is there?"
I didnt want to tell him just incase he didnt care but i sighed and was prepared for him to realise.
"Well?"he asked getting more impatient.
This was shane . He was the impatient type of boy . Stubborn,blind and a player.
I take it back the way he wanted me to snap made me explode.
"I cant belive you dont care!!!!"i snapped
His face grew a grin and he chuckled.
"I care"he said plainly
"Huh?"
"You dont"
I wanted to understand what he meant but i couldnt.
"I care so damn much Blaire it hurts"
My heart sank to my feet and it hurt to hear him say this because i realise its true.
He rams his fist to mouth and starts to bite at it to stop his eyes filling up with tears.
"Oh"was the onley word i could come up with. My mind was blank.
"oh?"
Tears started to pour down my face and for once i didnt try to stop them but let them run down my neck.
We both looked down .Akward and silent until he started shaking his head. This wasnt a good sign i was crying uncontrolably now it looked unatractive but i couldnt help myself .
"I guess ill have to learn to block out the pain"the way he shed a tear as he walked away made me colapse .thank god it was a soft landing otherwise id be grazed.
My eyes were red raw and burning not to metion my nose was running like a tap . This was the way he made me feel and i hated it.But i loved the feeling of somone wanting me .
After about an hour i picked myself up from the sand as my eyes had calmed down but not yet back to normal,i felt emotionless that i had hurt his feelings.
A voice came to my ears but didnt make me alert .if it was shane i would start crying again and if it was anyone else id have to explain why i was laying in the sand for an hour.
"Hey"this voice sounded happy so it wasnt shane.
"Urgh"i replied with a groan i wasmt in the mood to see anyone at the moment.
The boy from yesterday poked his head infront of my face onley to pull it back.
"I didnt know if it was you or not"he smiled but turned my face away.
"It is"i confirm
"You know were they are?"
"Your men?"
His face lit up as i mentioned them
"no"i put it bluntley
He gave me a dirty look that didnt suit his face.
"Well thanks"he said sarcasticly
He carried on frowning and got up from beside me.
"Im going then ...your no help"
I felt so alone he couldnt walk away too.
"No dont !" I yelled at him
He automatically stopped to take off his shoes then threw them out to sea.
It make me chuckle as it was random.
"why should i ?"he had his back to me still refusing to face me.
"i dont want to be alone"i pleaded
He turned to me still not seeming intrested.
"So just stay"i wasnt having a good day so far and at the moment i dont have anyone so its worth a shot.
I think he finally gave in.
"Fine"
He placed himself beside me and carved pictures in the sand. It seemed to keep me entertained until he stopped.