Obtaining Love (A Drarry Fanfic)

The Dursleys

TW:SH
Draco's P.O.V

I get a response from my father but I'm afraid to read it. I just know it's nothing good. I close the curtain to the bed and start to read it.

Being gay is just wrong. You better forget this nonsense or you aren't welcome in the manor anymore. I won't have any fucking faggot living in my manor. We never should have let you go back to that place, it put stupid shit in your head. You better write me a letter back right now saying if your still a part of this family. Also your mother and I are getting a divorce, she apparently thinks this shit is okay and there's nothing wrong with it. So are you gonna go try to find her or are you coming home?

LUCIUS MALFOY

Well I figured I'd be kicked out, but it still hurts. I really don't want to write to him again though. I write him back and tell him I am gay and that's not changing. I just lay there crying for awhile. I wait until I'm alone and then I start looking for the sharpest thing around that I can use to cut myself but it's kinda hard to see through all the tears in my eyes. I find a knife in a stand, I take it and hope that nobody realizes I took it. I go to the bathroom and turn the shower on so that people think that someone's in the shower. I use the knife and start cutting my wrists and my forearms.

After a couple of hours I see Harry in the Great hall with his friends, but it looks like they're leaving. I could only think about if it's because of me.

I walk over to them and ask "where are you going"

Harry replies with"Oh I'm going back to my aunt and uncle's house for the weekend."

I don't think he's ever talked about them. They must be muggles.

"Oh, why?"

"because I have nothing else to do this weekend. Why are you even talking to me Malfoy?"

As soon as I hear my last name i start tearing up "oh, we're back to last names now. I- I don't know why I came over here, I'll just leave" I guess I really did hurt him. I can't believe I ruined everything, I have nothing anymore. I start to walk away until...

"Draco wait" he grabs my wrist to stop me. I pull away fast because of the pain and rub my wrist a bit and then I turn around to look at him but everything's blurry because of the tears in my eyes.

"What, are you gonna say something else to ruin my day, if you are you're gonna fail because my father already did that by telling me I'm not a part of the family and kicking me out because 'he won't have a faggot in his manor'. So good luck, but its fine I'll just go jump of the fucking astronomy tower or something since nobody gives a shit about me anymore." I know I probably shouldn't have yelled all that out but I wasn't thinking. I fall to the ground crying and I can't stand back up.

"Draco do you want to talk? Oh my god this is all my fault isn't it. I'm sorry, I couldn't help it. You were too close. I didn't expect all this. Draco I'm sorry, please please please don't jump off the astronomy tower. I need you, the reason I'm going back is because I needed to get away from you, i didn't want to have to see you because it hurt And now I get why you wouldn't talk to me. I mean you probably don't even like me, but I don't want that to ruin our friendship. So do you wanna come with us? Its fine if you don't."

"Y-yeah I guess I'll come, I need to go get some clothes though"

"I'll come with you"

we turn around to leave the great hall when I see my mother. I run over and hug her.

"I thought you were gone, Father said I'd need to find you" I say

"I only came to tell you I'm leaving, and that I love you no matter what" she replies, then she left.