Obtaining Love (A Drarry Fanfic)

Halloween

TW: mention of self harm, ED
DRACO'S P.O.V

so when I was yelling In the Great hall before we went to see Harry's family obviously there were other people there, and of course everyone who heard it told all their friends. So all the people who didn't like me (which is pretty much the whole school) are now not afraid to get me back, and the other Slytherins except for Pansy and Blaise are just bullying me because I'm not technically a Malfoy anymore. So now I'm dealing with not having a family, my mom being dead, and getting pushed around. Sometimes I do think about jumping off the astronomy tower. I barely ever leave my dorm anymore.

"Draco get up, you can't miss anymore school. Its been a week since you've been to classes." Pansy says as she walks into my dorm and opens the curtain to the bed.

"I haven't been going for a reason, a few reasons actually but I'm done with the students here"

"People are worried about you"

"Who. Harry, you and Blaise. Thats not that many people."

"Ron and Hermione are worried too. And it doesn't matter if its not many people, its still people who care about you."

"Well you have nothing to worry about, I'm fine. I just don't want to be around all the students."

"Yeah we don't have to worry, Draco you haven't even left your dorm to get food"

"I get food brought to me"

"Ok whatever" she sits down on the side of my bed. "Harry won't believe that your okay though, he said he knows why your upset but he won't tell me"

"Oh my God whatever I'll get up, leave so I can get dressed" she leaves the dorm and I get ready. I walk down to the great hall, but I don't feel like sitting with the slytherins so I look to see if Harry is here. As soon as I see him I go over there and sit with him. "Hi"

"Hey are you okay, we can skip our first class if you need to talk."

"I mean I guess I'm somewhat okay."

He held my hands and was rubbing my arm then unexpectedly pulls up my sleeves. I try to pull my arms away but he is holding on to them tight like he knows I was gonna try to pull my arms away. He looks at my arms then lets go. I pull my sleeves down and look at him. "Harry why the fuck did you do that?"

"Because I could feel them and before the trip when I grabbed your wrist you looked like it hurt but obviously feeling it and your reaction to me grabbing your wrist isn't enough to tell and you know I've been through a lot of shit too, and I just wanted to know"

"Well you have your answer. Wait, Harry do you cut yourself?"

"N-no not anymore, I swear"

"Harry I don't think I believe you. Forget about me, are you okay?"

"Draco I'm fine, seriously"

I don't believe him at all, so I grab his arms and pull up his sleeves just like he did to me. And like I thought there are a bunch of cuts on his arms. I let go and hug him for a while. It's really hard to not kiss him right now.

We just sat there talking till most of the school finally gets down here for breakfast. "Draco please don't tell anyone" Harry whispers

"Why the hell would I tell anyone when I do the same shit."

After Ron and Hermione sit down we start eating but I also realized that Harry didn't eat anything.

Harry's P.O.V

After breakfast me and draco go up to his dorm. As soon as we get there draco starts yelling.

"Why, why would you ever do that to yourself, you're life is perfect"