^^this was me todayyy

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WHEWWWW CHILEEEE lemme tell y'all. You know its  bad  when I gotta write it down😫😫

Background info- my older sister moved down to where I live with her boyfriend a month ago. They got jobs yatta yatta . Well yesterday my bother-in-law *her boyfriend* went to take out the trash then disappeared.  (12/15/2020)

That night-
I turn into a technician and start fucking with our camera to see where he went. I  finally get the right time, rewind it back and seen him on camera. My sister crying because he was missing so I had to comfort her. She called the police to send out a missing person report btw the police didn't even know to do his FUCKING JOB. We stayed up ALLLLLL NIGHT trynna pin point things.

Today(12/16/2020)- He still didn't come home. We really started getting worried like thinking the worst and errything. It's to the point we called his family bout to start posting flyers. I had exams so I was inside on my laptop but was still on go just in case something went wrong.

My sister was sobbing so loud. Poor lil stink stink. I'm there comforting her as usual. She walked to the store and I notice she wasn't back bc the store is literally down the street but it's these apartments that be having shoot out right in front and in the back of the store. I go outside looking then seen her laid out by the mailbox I'm waking real quiet cause I hear her weeping.

THIS THE  MF PART

We start about how it was weird how he disappeared then HE WALKS FROM AROUND THE CONER HURTING saying "take me to the hospital". My sister passed out like yea deadass. He get to telling us what happened (a friend from his hometown was in the city so he was gonna sell him some beats . The friend wasn't really feeling it then they were at the store by the apartments I told y'all about. His friend was into with some dudes at the store they jumped him. He ends up on the west side of the city so he standing on the porch the whole night until he started walking and found his way home).

My dad was on the phone talking shit. It just made my heart feel: (. I can see the hurt in his eyes. He wants to talk to my dad so bad bc they had a good bond but when my dad gets ignorant shit goes in one ear and out the other. I spoke to my brother-In -law in private . He's soooo nice.He wanted to make sure my sister was ok before he was. My dad is literally kicking them out so knowing that they're not going to be here hurts but I guess I gotta respect his decision or I'll be catching the greyhound with them too.

Now my sister has been trying to get him to tell her why he didn't tell us he was leaving. What's weird is they walked to the same store where this stuff happened like wdf. I wanna ask questions but it's just not the time to he needs to probably get X-rays and she needs to wait to ask questions.

My thoughts: he's most likely holding back on information he's telling us. How did the guy know where we lived for him to come pick you up? How did he catch the bus if he didn't know where he was at? Your "friend" was mad because you were selling "beats"? Just some of the questions on my mind.

As the youngest/ little sister of 4 I hold the family together. I'm the one who has to take adult responsibilities because everyone around me isn't grown enough. I just want him to be okay like he's really apart of the family. I know he's been incarcerated before but he still deserves a second chance in a new environment. He has kids, not a strong relationship with his family so he has something to live for.



I need a blunt or sum and ion even smoke. That's how stressed I'm feeling. My mind is TIREDDDDD. I need a lil yea yea😫😫. Lemme stop but gooknight from us

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