it's not you, it's me.

confession

Still a flashback..... 
After that day, Justin and I started to hangout more often and basically became bestfriends. But the more we go out, the more that i'm liking him. I'm very hesitant in saying my feelings for him because of the fact that he will reject me. 
At Jessica's House. 
The doorbell rang that interrupted me from my thoughts. I stood up to check who's outside. I peeked through the little hole in our front door and saw Hannah. I opened the door and she greeted me with a smile on her face.
"Oh, Hannah, what brings you here"
i asked her.
"I just wanted to check if you're ok you know, i mean you've been hanging out with Justin" She replied.
"Ohhh, Come in" i said and she entered my house.
"So what's going on with you and Justin, don't tell me that you guy's are dating?" She said.
"What know, but, i do have feelings for him, but i don't know when to tell him"
I said in a frustrated tone.
"Maybe you should tell him sooner before it's too late, OR, you should tell him tonight" She recommended me.
I sighed and thought about it. Will he like me back? Does he have feelings for me too? Thoughts are flying through my mind and i just let out a big sigh.
"Fine, I'll tell him tonight, if he doesn't like me back, then it's ok" I said and smiled at Hannah.
"That's my bestfriend" Hannah replied and hugged me.
"I gotta go now Jess, Goodluck"
She said leaving me alone.  I decided to text Justin to meet up with me tonight. 
Jessica: Hey Justin meet me in Luneta park, i have really something important to tell you. 
Justin: Why at this time Jess?😭😭😭
Jessica: It will be quick i promise. 
Justin: Fine fine fine 
I put back my phone in my pocket and brought my coat and keys and walked to the park. 
5 minutes later... 
I have arrived at the park and saw Justin sitting on the bench. I waved at him and he signaled me to come over. 
Justin: So what are you gonna tell me Jess?  He asked  I sighed before speaking up to him.
Jessica: Justin, i know this sounds kinda crazy. But please don't freak out Ok? 
I paused for a while, gathering the words that im going to be saying in my mind, Justin looked at me waiting for my answer.
Jessica: I like you, I don't know why but everytime you talk to me you give butterflies in my stomach. Everytime we hangout you make my heart flutter in the simplest way. Your smile, your words, your actions, i just really admired it from the day that i met you. And i know that you'll never like me back, but i wanted to tell you this before it's too late that I'll probably be regretting. 
I looked down and Justin held my hands. 
Justin: Jess, i also like you too. There maybe other girls whom are pretty, But you, are the most beautiful girl in my eyes, You're very simple and just everything about you i just simply admired. 
I stared at him for a while, He caress my cheeks and slowly leaned in for a kiss. His lips touched mine that made my heart flutter again. I kissed him back and stopped for a while. I hugged him tightly and he hugged me back.
Justin: Soo, does this mean were official?  I chuckled at his statement and i nodded, and again he hugged me that gave such a good feeling. 
Stay with me Justin, I love you💗